He went silent. We both did. Did he just call himself out? I stared at him.
"Noah. Are you? I, what?" I struggled to get my words out as a tear streamed down my cheek. My heart felt like it had stopped, my words couldn't come out. After all the years we've been together, in love or not, he's cheating?
"Darling, i'm not," He paused then continued. "It's just the first thing that came to my mind!" "Because all you use me for is sex? Is that it?" "Micheal, no, i love you so much! I don't use you for anything." "Then how come sex is the first thing that comes to your mind?" "I don't know! We normally do it basically every night!" "Okay, that's fair. But still! You're CHEATING on me?" "No!"
He came closer to me and grabbed my waist, telling me he didn't cheat. I don't know if i should believe him. I hate situations like this. They make me stress because i'm so indecisive and overthink so much. I pushed him away as another year strolled down my cheek.
"I can't believe you, Noah. I really can't." "Micheal, my love, please!" "I don't want to talk to you. I don't even want to look at you." "Micheal!" I didn't hear the rest of his words. I teleported to my family's home.
My mother, Elizabeth and Evan were in the kitchen, cooking. I walked past them and went straight to the guest room ignoring their greetings. I didn't want to talk to anyone to be honest, maybe my mother. No chance i'm talking to my dad, he'll kill him again, Elizabeth wouldn't really know what to do and Evan wouldn't understand that well, especially since i over share. So i'll probably talk to my mother. I just still can't believe he would do that after all these years.
I was laying on the bed staring at the wall when someone knocked on the door.
"Come in," I replied weakly to the knock. My mother walked in and quietly shut the door behind her. "Are you alright, dear?" She came and sat on the edge of the bed. I groaned and turned to her. "Not really." She stroked my hair and i put my head in her lap. "Would you like to talk about it?" "I think Noah is cheating on me, mom." "What? He wouldn't do that, hunny! Why do you think that?" I told her the whole story, and how i've been having thoughts. Not very nice thoughts. Thoughts of carving my skin and watch blood drip down and splatter on the floor. I felt like i deserved it for being so stupid and vulnerable. But was i? Was he actually cheating? I don't even know anymore. I just kept talking and talking and she listened, not interrupting me, just letting me cry and talk, which i liked.
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Out of Micheal's POV
Noah's POV
I've fucked up and i know it. How can i be so stupid to try get away with something so big? I knew it was a bad idea. Suddenly, my phone rang and i took it out my pocket. I answered.
Kelsey 00:00 00:01 00:02
"Hey, Noah! You coming?" "Yeah, sorry. Had to deal with some stuff" "No worries! Most of it is set up but there's still some more." "Okay, on my way."
00:37 00:38 Call ended.
I made my way there. May aswell get the Micheal situation off my mind for a while..
