my heart aches
the feeling of guilt is overwhelming
it bears down on me
and i regret my choices
words don't flow as easily as before
it feels like there's a blockage in my brain
i'm not sure what's going on
i'm trying to fix everything
notes dance around in my head
while i think
i need to go to school
but i don't want to today
bad things will happen if i don't
i'll get taken away
that's the last thing i want
someone save me from this pain
i've put so much pressure
and distress on my mother
how could i have done this to her
i want the best for my loved ones
rambling is the only thing i do nowadays
my words aren't as poetic as before
i'll make my parents breakfast
and try my best to ease their pain
i'll go to school and try to make things right
i want everything to be okay
i think my best is yet to come
so i'll keep trying every day
mom and dad
i love you so
i hope you know i do
i'll try and help you out
and fix all the things i've damaged
YOU ARE READING
poems !!
Poetrya collection of poems i've written over time (please dont judge this book and my writing on the first impression / poem. most of these are old works and the new ones are at the end. please consider reading it all. much appreciated - xoxo)
