The Silent Killer

This story revolves around the person named Beck.
He is a 24 years old boy . Beck takes a job as a guard at the police station . some 4 years ago his parents were brutally murdered by some thieves , Since his parents were also police officers, he too got a job as a guard at the same station.He is an orphan. And he lives alone in his house and likes to do all his work by himself. He doesn't have any friend, not because people don't want to do friendship with him, but he himself doesn't like to make friends.
When he was 20 years old, he wanted to become a doctor but after the death of his parents and due to his bad mental health, he could not continue his studies.So after a few months he thought it right to take up a job as a guard so that his time would also pass and he could earn some money.He spends most of his time at the station watching the activities of the criminals and talking to them.He gets one day off every weekend . When he was little, his father used to take him to see the circus every weekend.Because he doesn't have any friends and is lonely, he goes to the circus every weekend and spends his time.One such day he goes to the circus but this day was going to be his last day in that circus.The show begins. All the performers come one by one and entertain the people, Finally a clown comes on stage and takes out a gun from his pocket. Seeing it, people think that it an ordinary toy gun , but it was  real.He starts shooting people sitting in the audience,lots of people get killed and now he points his gun towards Beck but before he can fire an officer came and  shoots him in his head.With some strange expressions the clown falls on the stage,as if he's saying i'm not gonna leave you alive. The sound of people crying and crying was heard everywhere, that scene was terrible.Beck was deeply affected by that scene.He remembers how some thieves brutally killed his parents and he was just hiding under the bed.He could not do anything that day nor today.
After some time he goes to his house and throughout the night he thinks about the same incident.He says to himself "what if I had been killed today" .He feels that anyone can kill him anytime and he gets very scared and locks himself in the room. After a few days  his colleagues come to meet him and say that if you do not come back to work, then you may lose your job.Finding him scared, they suggest him to go to a psychologist and tell him about your problem . so he does the same ,Physiologist suggests him to forget about all these things and focus on his work and keep himself busy so that
he can forget everything from the past or else if he keeps on thinking about it then the situation may get worse.
But he spends the whole day at the station thinking about it . Now his fear of getting killed becomes too intense .Now even the hallucinations of that clown begin to haunt him. Beck knows it's all a figment of his mind.But due to mental weakness, his condition starts getting worse. Now  that clown starts appearing everywhere  .When he wakes up in the morning he finds that clown by his bed but he doesn't say anything to him just stares at him .One such day when he leaves for his work in the morning, he feels that the clown is going to shoot him in the middle of the way.Beck takes out his revolver and shoots at the clown.And that bullet hits the hand of a girl who is on the same side . Then the police come and arrest Beck and put him in prison.After a few days, Beck's doctor comes to see him and tells him that he should keep himself calm and also gives him some methods to do it .But now it would have been too late, he would have been sitting alone in that prison with his fear , now he's completely insane.After a few months, the court declares Beck insane and releases him and tells him to stay at home. He goes to his house and by looking at the chair he says "I found a way to kill you" . He searches for his father's old gun in the basement of his house .And now he laughs at that chair and sees that gun and he shoots himself.
.........～The End～......

You either control your mind or your mind will control you ..

~Spadille