losing control

pretty unextraordinary

what is life? why are we here? to grow up, find ourselves, go to school, go through struggles, relationships, learning from mistakes and then growing old to die? different people believe different things about what happens after that, heaven, hell etc. but there must be a good reason why we are given this life and made to go through all this in the first place. perhaps, there is something we don't yet know about. i believe there must be something more to it.

what exactly is a life meant to be? a lesson we learn? what for, nothing? oh, there must be something.

these are just a few of the thoughts that race through my mind a lot of the time. pretty deep, huh? sometimes i think so much, i get pretty mind blown. i dig so deep into things like the meaning of life etc. some may find it kinda weird, creepy even. but i realise there are people in this world who don't stop to think about this. what is one's value on this planet of ours? we are given this thing called a 'life' and then brought up into the solar system? if i wanted to dig even deeper, i'd ask what even that is!

however, let's be realistic. no one actually worries about all this. well, certainly many teenagers don't. what we are made to do is live this life we were given for whatever damn reason that is. we focus on the things around us like the community, our education and who we are and what we have.

my name is rosetta, rose for short. one of the few things i like about myself is actually my name. my parents did a pretty good job. i have short, wavy, chestnut brown hair and green eyes. my eyes are another thing I do quite like about myself. i believe it's important to focus on the positives. but there aren't much of them so there, don't worry i'm not self obsessed at all.

anyway, i'm just another confused teenager lost in this little world of ours.
i like this idea of life, i believe everyone should live theirs to it's fullest. but, sometimes it's difficult. when there is something that makes you happy, society's there to disapprove most of the time. it is full of judgemental human beings. they stop you from doing what you want to do with your precious time on this earth. they'll always want you to know their opinion on what you are doing with your life.

i don't know about you but sometimes society feels like a set of rules we're expected to follow.