Get ready me

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This is story 1 and not 13+ but will violent language and a su!c!d3.
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"Today I woke up feeling like absolute Sh!t..."

"I didn't want to leave my bed I just wanted to go to sleep or even better d!3."

I feel like no one wants a piece of sh!t like me... What everyone wants from me is stupid homework, or for me to do there work. I have no friends and everyone's just there when they want something from you like money...

no one ever wants the real you. They one want what you have.

I wake up and just want to go back to bed because even my parents think I'm a disgrace or a mistake. I was just a college mistake...I never get nice things and I always get bullied for it. I have to buy everything since I was 6, food, clothes, a place to live, basic necessities.

I was 6 and taking care of my 3 siblings, Sam, Stan, and Sarah. I was a mess but we survived. They didn't have to pay for anything, because they weren't mistakes.

Anyways on my backstory. I'm going to go to school. I don't even like it at all! I put on a smile and pretend like everything is fine! WHEN IT ISNT FINE!

But...I just think that I'm going to commit su!c!d3.

My siblings need love from our parents. Without me in the picture my dead-beat parents will have to pay attention to them. I'm taking some stuff to school today... hopefully people would want it. I already gave up some stuff for my siblings and they love it!

I wish I could see them smiling everyday! Like before! But those are only dreams that will probably never happen. I started giving my dreams up when I was 4...

My dreams were that we will have a good home and financially stabled.

I'm back from school! Everyone wanted it! I'm going to bring another load! I think that is all I have. I'm going to take it to school tomorrow.

People wanted it! That is good! Now I'm going to wait till the end of the month to do it! In 10 days.

I bought the rope and got the chair. I hid it in the attic!

It is today. The 31 of January... it's time. I wrote my su!c!d3 note... it says.

Hello. I'm dead and you might be sad. But not my parents. See I was bullied and harassed and abus3 buy my own parents. They said to just k!ll y0ur s3lf. So I did! I hope you have a better life without me. To my siblings. I love you. I will always be watching till you die. Hopefully you will have a better life than I ever had. Thank you. I love you. Goodbye.

Yea. I'm ready. It was 2 am when I'm going to commit it. I tied the rope on a pole and put the chair under it. It put the note on the floor with a rock over it.

I tied my neck while standing. I prayed that they have a better life now that I was gone.  I jumped and kicked the chair off. I didn't struggle I just hanged.

Siblings pov
Hi my name is Sam I have a brother called Stan. 2 sisters called Sarah and and older sister called Stella. She has been taking care of up since forever! Now I'm going to check up on her and get her ready for school-

Stella?

MOM DAD! STELLA IS DEAD

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