tw: None
ryans pov:
i wake up, and james is already up, showerd, and dressed. i giggle and hug him tightly.
"Oh, someone fInAlLy woke up." i giggle and sit on his lap. he kisses me gently.
"wanna go park today?" i nod and cling to him.
"okk, you can't go in pyjamas, though." i laugh, and he stands up, getting me some clothes. he turns around, and i get dressed putting a new binder on. i decided to scare james, and i go all quiet. i then jumped behind him, scaring him
"BOO!"
"AH- heyyyyy!"
we laugh, and he holds my hand standing up.
we leave the house, and i can't help but keep looking around in case she is there. james catches on a squeezes my hand. i take a deep breath and walk past the house. i see her through the window. luckily, she doesn't see me, james picks me up and sprints to the park.
"its ok my love, we are here now" i nod and he walks over to a big swing, he places me on it and he sits on my lap smiling, he swings the swing slightly. i play with his hair, and i kiss him gently, we talk about the randomest of things. he holds my waist and kisses me again.
i find myself looking around again. i feel like she is watching. i hate this so much. "My love, look at me, it's ok, she can't get you, ok?" i nod and wipe some tears out of my eyes with the back of my pale hand. he hugs me tight, i quietly cry into his shoulder. he comforts me, and we stay like that for a good hour. i think i fell asleep..
james pov:
i look at the asleep ryan my arms, and i pick him up, standing up. i walk home and kiss him every so often. i hug him and hold him close, i feel so bad. the fucking bitch traumatised the poor kid. i get him dressed into some warm pyjamas, i saw his binder was digging into his ribs, so i dont look, respectively, and i pull it off gently. i put his top back on and got dressed. i tuck him into the sheets, and i sit next to him. i kiss him gently, and i eventually fall asleep him in my arms. i dont let go of him the whole time.
another short one!
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RandomCarter is a 14 year old trans and gay boy. he goes through struggles with abusive parents who not only abuse him but also sexually assault him and make him feel shit. his boyfriend, Jack, is the only thing keeping him alive. Carter tells no one abo...
