Alone

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Christian's POV

I watched as the rest of the Recreyo group sat on the couch, I walked past them looking at the ground. Curt looked at me then called out to me, "Yo Christian! where are you going?" He asked. I put my jacket on and looked at them all, "I'm going for a walk a little, I'll be back before dinner." I said. They all nodded then looked back at the TV,

I made my way out the door and walked down the street, I noticed street performers dancing, singing, and playing instruments. I made my way up the metal stairs near our building, my shoes practically scraped the metal of the stairs. As I made it to the top of the building I pull out a blunt and lit it up, As I smoked my sorrow away a strong gush of wind almost blew the blunt out.

I sigh to myself and looked at the bright gorgeous lights of New York, "Why aren't you here with me. I know you can hear me." I muttered, a hand grabbed my shoulder and I moved my head to the person behind me. 

Theres sounds of ocean water crashing, and the sunset blinds my eyes. I squint my eyes and see the Gundam we piloted, I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked away. "He's gone Christian, Ignore it." I mumbled to myself, I feel a hand grab my face and make me turn my head. 

I'm in raptor park, I fall to my knees and start screaming and crying. "Stop it! Enough of this BULLSHIT!" I cried out, I slammed my hands on the cold floor and whimper a little. I feel two hands grab each of my shoulders and shake me a little,

Ivan's POV

I look at the clock and notice its way past dinner time. I get up and put on my shoes and then my coat, "I'm going to go find Christian, heat up his food" I tell Curt. He nods and I walk out the door, I put my hands in the pockets of my sweater.  I look up at the night sky and see tons of stars out, I smile slightly then the smell of weed hits me. I look at the top of a building and see smoke, I hear loud sobs and screaming. Half of me tells me 'ignore it' but the other half says 'What if that's Christian?'

I groan in annoyance and run up the metal stairs, As I made it to the top of the building I see a shaken up Christian sobbing. My eyes widened and I ran to him, putting my hands on each of his shoulders. "Christian! Dude! its me Ivan!" I yelled, He looks up at me. His eyes are bloodshot with tears running down his face, I kneeled down and hug him.

I slowly feel his hands snake around my waist, soon he put me into a tight hug. "What the fuck happened Christian!?" I yelled, He moved his head away from my neck and shakily sighed. "I k-keep thinking about Him, I love him Ivan. But he's gone. He ALWAYS leaves me!" Christian yelled out. I rubbed his back and hummed a song to him,

After he stopped crying we both laid back on the roof of the apartment, I put Christian's blunt out and he looked at me. Christian opened his mouth, getting ready to protest about my action I just did but I put a finger over his mouth. "No, shut the fuck up. we're gonna lay up here and watch the stars." I said, His eyes widened at what I said. Then he closed his mouth and looked back at the stars, 

"How come I've never seen you without your sunglasses?"

"You never ask Christian."

"Oh yeahhh, whoops"

"Dumbass..."

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