My first words. leafy x reader bfdi fanfic!

Silent note.

you and leafy were hanging out together, it was getting pretty late but you 2 decided to stay up for awhile, it was about 9PM already and the rest of the objects are already asleep, you notice that leafy has been writing in her mini notepad for awhile, jotting down all the things you and her have done so far during the day, you didnt really mind it since shes been doing it for awhile now. leafy looked at you and proceeded to look back at her mini notepad and nudge you playfully. ¨hey, we should probably go and sit down yeah? i feel pretty tired after walking from here for so long..¨ you nodded in agreement and decide to sit down near a cliff with the lemon leaf and so far the day has been pretty great and awesome, no downfalls or anything..it was pretty chill. just you, leafy, alone..just you 2...alone. it felt so nice that way you never knew why but it just did, and whenever you guys did stuff like this you would always feel so warm inside. 

you havent uttered a single word since, and even today you still havent and you never knew why. even if leafy was your closest friend it still felt off to try and encourage yourself to say something to her..verbally...with your words. so you would always communicate with the mini notepad she would bring and jot it down whenever you guys would do something together, and that way neither of you would forget. leafy was always patient with you, calm, happy, and never afraid to say anything confidently to you. she was just..that girl. you never understood how so many people hated her, it was just so confusing because shes just so nice..and kind, you would never understand, at least..for now anyway..she seems like a nice person, she never told you what shes done, she never told you she stole dream island away from firey, and she doesnt want you to know. shes scared and afraid that you might leave her and dump her and even ghost her. just like firey.

leafy noticed you were zooming out and started to speak ¨hey, are you alright? it seemed like you were..dozing off..heh.¨ you shook your head assuring her you were okay, but it didnt seem like she was buying it because it was hard to believe, you had a small sad look on your face and leafy knew that. shes just so good at acknowledging peoples emotions even when they try their hardest not to show it, its like she could even possibly read your mind..i mean she is your closest friend after all so it makes sense..you would always comfort leafy and leafy would comfort you, you guys were so close to each other and absolutely nothing could break you 2 apart. ¨ i was wondering..maybe..tomorrow if youll be free by then..would you wanna hang out at my place..? I'd probably come and give you a quick silly tour!! wouldnt that be great?¨ you nod your head in excitement and with pure joy. ¨great!! then its settled." she jotted that down on her mini notepad.

you and leafy watch the sky blazing together, it was so pretty and beautiful to look at. you stare at the sky with all its glory, but you couldnt get leafy out of your head for some reason..its been awhile..its been awhile since youve been friends with her so why couldnt you tell her? were you just scared? was that it? or were you waiting for the perfect time? why couldnt you just tell her how much you really feel? does it really pain you that badly? does it hurt so much that you just wish...you could make her yours? you shook leafy in her arm gently and she turned over to you. ¨hm?¨ she asked, you took the mini notepad and pencil and started writing, jotting down the thing you wanted to say. all the things you were writing in the notepad didnt make any sense at all, it wasnt adding up, it was all so messy and it was too hard to even read anything you wrote. your handwriting wasnt bad, or good, it was decent to say the least but at the moment..it was pretty terrible. maybe because you were under a lot of stress and because you couldnt tell leafy anything, this was just so embarrassing wasnt it..

Leafy pov:

as they started to write down in the notepad i couldnt really help myself but wonder why they were so..stressed? it was supposed to be a relaxing day..i mean, it is..isnt it? we did hang out the best we could to our abilities, and we even went to that forest..whats so wrong about them now..? are they upset at me..? did i do something wrong? maybe it wasnt too good of a playdate was it? or maybe..i screwed up..? no no it cant be that it just cant. I can't afford to lose them like i did with everyone else..including..HIM. i dont wanna lose them, theyre so precious to me and i just cant afford to let them go..i need to stay with them as long as i possibly can. as long as i have them ill be fine, and okay..theyre the only thing that can help me mentally right now..theyre so..nice..and, even though i havent heard them talk or say a single word in awhile, it always felt nice to be around them it just..was a nice warm and comfy feeling, i dont have feelings for them or anything..no i..i dont..i..dont..hhh...maybe i just..feel attached..yeah, thats right. i just feel attached. i always get attached to people way too quickly and then i always get betrayed..or rather, hated anyway. 

maybe if i didnt steal dream island from firey..maybe things wouldve been better between the both of us, but it just seems like it keeps getting worse and worse whenever i interact with him, we fight almost everytime and i dont get it..i knew i stole dream island but that was because i was upset at him for not letting me on! and all because of his stupid little fire ferris wheel..i..just wish i couldve done better..but now i still have a chance..my ONLY chance...my..last..chance. i just wish...that me and firey could be on better terms..and i wish i..didnt feel this way..i feel so alone..and i always feel the need to hide my feelings because i dont want THEM to know. i love them too much. no..no- no i dont. i only like them..thats all. i cant..get attached..again, knowing the pain would hurt me so bad if our friendship ever possibly breaks and tears apart. i just.. love them..i..i cant help it..why am i gaslighting myself to only see them as a friend to me? is this..really love..?

once they were done they passed the pencil and notepad over to me and i decided to take a good read of what they were trying to say but the eraser marks were kinda making it..hard to see what they were saying..which i find it pretty cute how they were struggling to write this down for me..but lets see what it says.

¨ḧey leafy, im sorry this took awhile for me to write, i was trying my best to make this perfect i hope you dont mind and sorry for some mistakes here. i just wanted to say of how much ive been thinking about you lately, how good of a leaf you really are. you never fail to put a smile on my face, and i always wanted to utter some words but im so afraid and scared, i didnt wanna ruin them so im waiting for the right moment to tell you. i really hope me and you could stay friends forever, i hope you never leave me because youre all i have left.¨

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I look deeply into their eyes, and i dont take my eyes off theirs, i wanted to say something too but i just couldnt. they completely gotten all of my attention now..i just cant..stop.. ¨y-you..really, mean all of that..? i.." i was trying to finish my sentence but they were holding me back..they grabbed my hand gently and i could hear my heart racing. it was fluttering all over the place..did spell did they cast upon me..? because its surely working..i couldnt help myself but blush a lil.

end of chapter. 

hey guys!! so remember when i said i was gonna make a leafy x reader story on my other account?? well that changed..hohoooo..so im gonna be making a separate one on here, AND my other one. but i hope you enjoyed this first chapter wahhh!! ill cya guys next time.

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