Prem's POV
"48 hrs have passed since you're gone. Where are you? Are you watching me? I hope you're not. I don't want you to see me like this, miserable."
"Will you believe me if I tell you that I can hear your laughter whenever I am alone? Your laugh echoes in my ears."
"Whenever I close my eyes, all I can see is you. That beautiful and bright smile."
"Your eyes are beautiful. Making me feel secured and protected."
"You always tell me, 'Don't worry. I'm here.' and hold my hand. I wish I held your hand tighter and didn't let go."
"You pushed me away one time. Thinking that I don't love you enough and will leave you soon. I wish I got to prove that I love you so much and that thought never crossed my mind."
"Do you know how much I miss your smile? It hurts here in my chest every time I remember your bright smile."
"The last time I saw you, you were still laughing. Making me feel happy as well despite of what we're facing together."
"That time, I saw the sadness and tiredness through your eyes. It's my fault for pretending not to see it."
"It's been weeks already. I'm still a mess. I can't sleep at night. All I can think of is you."
"I always look at the watch you gave me. Aside from our memories, it's the only thing I can hold onto."
"I miss your hugs and kisses. How I wish I got to hug and kiss you for one last time."
"I regret not being there on time. I'm sorry."
"You did well fighting, babe. You can now rest, peacefully. You're not going to struggle anymore."
"Will you hold me tonight? I miss you so much."
"P:Boun, I regret many things that I didn't do for you. I feel sorry every time I remember them. I hope you're not watching me. I'm still a mess. I lost you, the one I love the most. I will try to be okay. I will try to be that person you want me to be even when you're gone. I hope you're smiling now. I love you and I miss you so much." — Prem
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https://twitter.com/attprem/status/1261244628147175424?s=20
"You won't be able to read these now, but I'll still write letters for you until the day we'll meet again." — Prem
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