I'll always love you.

Prologue

Before you start reading this, if you'd like, there's a playlist with a whole bunch of songs that you can listen to while reading this book, if you like listening to music while reading, of course.

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                                                                             SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA

                                                                               JYP Trainee days, 2017

I woke up to the sound of a knock on my door. I slowly got up and pulled the door open. On the other side of the door was a boy, an extremely handsome boy. He looks young though. Hmm...

"Hi noona! I'm Lee Felix, the new trainee! It's nice to meet you!" He exclaims.

"Oh, hello. It's nice to meet you... Felix?"

Wait. Felix?

"Hey, Felix. By any chance, did you live in Australia in 2008?" I asked.

"Uh, yeah. How'd you know?"

"Did you know a girl named Camila Yang?" I say ignoring his question.

"Yes, I di..." He stops mid sentence and stares at Seoni for a very long time. He put his hands on his mouth and gasped.

"Seo-Seoni?" He says while tearing up.

"Wow Felix, look how much you've grown! So t-tall and handsome." I say while tears slowly fall down my cheeks.

Felix hugs me tightly and I hold onto the door frame for support.

"I missed you so much, lix. I really did." I whisper to him while slowly caressing his hair.

"I can't believe it actually you! I missed you too, noona." He says, not letting go of my body.

"I'm so proud of you lix. Now that I have you back, I can never let you go again. I wont make the same mistake, I promise. I'll never let go." I say to him, still crying. He just nods his head and continues to cry into my chest.

I met Felix in 2008. We were best friends. The best of friends. Until I decided to audition for JYP and SM. At that age, I thought being a trainee meant that , as long as I'm training, I could do whatever I want. But that wasn't it. Not even close. I had to leave for Korea when I was 13 and I couldn't take Felix with me. 

For a while, I was depressed. But as I grew older, I accepted it. I knew I would see him later in life. And whenever that time came, I'd be waiting for him with open arms. Seeing how much he changed upsets me. I wasn't able to see him grow up into this handsome and talented boy. However, I'm guilty. This is all my fault anyway. I chose to become a trainee and move away to Korea. I just hope he doesn't resent me for what I've done to him.

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Authors note: Okay so, we started off kinda sad, but it's okay cuz the story gets better. I legit almost cried writing this. Don't judge me I'm a very emotional person.😭