Larry Stylinson One Shots

Letters to Louis

A/N WARNING: This is pretty sad and suicidal.

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A letter to Louis

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Dear Louis,

Do you remember the time when we were on X Factor and all the other lads were out bowling and you came into my room and we talked all night?

You probably don't, but I do. I remember everything we did together. From our first hug to our last argument.

I remember when you told me that you were dating Eleanor.

It was the day I was going to tell you how I felt. I smiled at you and told you I was happy for you. Even though I was dying on the inside. That was the day when everything started going downhill. It was physically and emotionally painful when I saw you with her. Every day I would wish that was me. But no, it wasn't and you loved her. She's beautiful, she's nice,and she's perfect. Everything that I'm not.

I'm in our bathroom right now, I have a razor in my hand and sleeping pills right next to me. I really tried to stay here Louis, I really did. But it just got a bit to much for me.

I've taken all of the sleeping pills now Louis. I cut your name onto my chest, so when I die your name will me embarked in my heart forever. It's getting really hard to write, and I'm probably going to be gone forever soon.

I just wanted to say that I Harry Edward styles am in love with you Louis William Tomlinson and have always been. From the moment I saw you at the boot camp bathrooms, I knew you were going to mean a lot to me and I was right.

I wonder everyday if I had told you I had loved you would things have been different? But anyways, You probably don't love me back, and that's alright. I won't be here to know anyway.

Take care of my family for me Louis, and tell the lads that they were my brothers that I always had wanted.

And never forget that I love you.

Bye Louis,

Yours truly

Harry.

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~Dammy101