"I miss her already"
You tell them, I don't even know if you're talking about me or someone else. I don't know who's who anymore and it's okay because where were you when I needed you at the time I was really at my lowest? Where were you when I longed for your comfort? You were never there. Everyone else was there but I didn't care. Why? Because I waited and longed for your comfort, I wanted YOU to be there for me but you disappointed me.
It's not your fault actually, because you didn't know. You didn't know because you're only with me when you're not entertaining anyone, you're only with me when you want someone to be by your side when no one else is there. I gave up on you and that's okay because I was so tired of telling myself that I am special. After all, you chose me to be your 'Comfort person' when in reality I'm just another nobody in your life.
A nobody. I am a another nobody to you. And I will not care anymore.
