The Killer Crow (Ghost x Fem reader)

4: Family

TW WARNING ⚠️
SA
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When I woke up from my nap I got up and went to the bathroom just to see how messy I looked. My eyes had bags, my eyes were red from all the crying, dried tears still on my cheek.

I sighed and turned on the shower and left the bathroom to get my clothes but something caught my attention. I walked to my door and there was a white piece of paper, I opened it and read it 'Lilith, i need to have a word with you. Come to Office' oh shit, I knew I was in trouble now. It's not like I meant to hurt him, I don't even know what happened

I put the note on my desk before going into my bathroom and turning the shower off, I'll have to do it later. I put different clothes on, a hoodie and sweatpants. I didn't have the time for this, it was only my first day and I already started a fight with someone. I unlocked my door and peeked out to look down the hall, no one was there so I quietly and quickly made my way to price's office

I knocked on the door as quietly as I could. I heard him say come in so I went inside and closed the door

I saw him sitting in his chair so I sat in front of him, my head was down. I had a feeling this was going to be bad

"Lilith, it's your first day here and you already started a fight. Why?" He asked, I couldn't answer. I just couldn't, I shook my head no.

"I-im sorry, I-I can't answer that.." I said quietly "why not?" "I-I can't" my voice cracked every time I spoke, I trembled, i was just scared.

I looked up at him and he came over to me and raised his hand, my eye widened "IM SORRY P-PLEASE DONT HIT ME" I cried out. He paused and backed up "what?" He asked confused

I began crying "I-im sorry, j-just please don't h-hurt me" suddenly the door opened, there stood only 4 of the 5 men came into the room and saw me crying, Gaz tried approaching me but I cried even harder and Price told him to step back so he did what he was told.

Price tried asking me questions but I never answered suddenly i saw my bear Fluffy on the floor. I quickly picked him up and hugged him, calming down as I smelled him "F-fluffy." I whispered, everyone looked confused. I knew I looked like a 5 year old kid who just got candy after a temper tantrum "is that his name?" Gaz asked softly, I nodded

After I calmed down everyone sat down around the table and I got more steady, not paying attention to anyone and only looking down playing with my bears hands

It was silence, no moving, no talking, no jokes, no laughter just silence.

"So, why did you breakdown like that?" Alejandro asked, I paused for a second a took a breath. "When I was seven my dad had abused and raped me and abused my mother. Once he found out she was pregnant he pretty much cheated and tried to kill my brother by doing everything in his power, one day I was chained so I can't help my mother" I breathed once more with tears in my eyes "I don't know where but there was this voice in my head telling me she could kill him for me and my mother na d brother would be safe, all I can recall is my headache, shooting my father and my mother being so happy and I passed out" I finished off and looked up to see everyone's eyes on me

"Wow" I looked behind me to see Soap with an ice pack on his cheek, I looked back down at Fluffy as he sat down "I'm sorry again" I once said "Hey it's alright Lass, I get it you were scared" I nodded, my trust for them started to grow. Suddenly I felt arms being wrapped around me, and more hugging me while ghost scoffed "Get in here Simon" Gaz said, He sighed and hugged me as well "your our family now even if you don't feel comfortable around us yet" Price said as everyone pulled away "Thank you" i smiled softly

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After that I was in my room. I still haven't told them about my social anxiety and eating disorder, I didn't know what to do and how to tell them

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IM SO SORRY HOW LONG THIS TOOK TO MAKE AND IM SORRY THAT I DIDNT ADD THE WORD COUNT TO LAST CHAPTER

Word count:799