mouth of mental disorder || 2023

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The thing is

Everybody has his own blind spot

But I don't want you to be mine

I can handle anything except this

I'm worn out of just watching

I wanted to be the queen on your chess board

I've the strength to protect you , always

I'll let my demons dance in peace

we'll make up for you

I wanted to go into a deep slumber,
beside you, not thinking, just feeling and making you feel

But you, intentionally and unintentionally, keep me awake, like a soldier who fears death

There are no guarantees with you

as a foreign land

I'm just a pawn !