Hardest Moments - PTV fanfic

Chapter 1 ~ Will I Make It

{Kat's POV}
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No matter how hard I tried I'd never fit in. Not in the school I went to. Not in the world I was born in. I would always be the outcast. The emo. The slut. I'd never be good enough. But that's not even the worst part. The best part is where I find out I was living a lie...a complete lie.

As I walked through the double doors of my school giggles filled the room. Books were thrown. Guys were looking. Jen stood there. Right in front of me. Just like everyday before. I tried to make my way around her but I couldn't. "Where you trying to go, Kat?" She asked. I didn't want to answer but the look on her face was demanding. "Away from you, if you must know," I said going under her arm and towards my locker. I ran into my best friend Carry. She and I were the 2 outcasts in the school. But for some reason, I was always the target.

We were walking home from school when I couldn't help but fall to the ground and cry. I wanted to give up. Tears poured down my face rapidly as Carry tried her best to comfort me. She never questioned why I started crying...she already knew. "Shh. It's okay. It's all gonna be just fine," She said as she patted my back lightly. I could hear the doubt in her voice, but I was literally not capable of speaking at that moment in time.

I wiped the wetness away from my face and slowly stood up. "Come on. Let's get you home." She sounded just like my mom when she tried to comfort me. It was kinda scary. Finally I was home...I walked in the door saw that my mom was on the couch. I thought that maybe this was the perfect time to ask if I could go to the Pierce The Veil concert that Carry's mom was paying for. Even though I'd just had a mental breakdown I thought that maybe if she said yes I would be cheered up again.

"Mom..?" I said as I sat down next to her. She looked up from the cooking magazine she was reading. "Yes, hun." "Well I as wondering if I could go to the Pierce The Veil concert this weekend with Carry," I said why a shy smile. Her shiny smile faltered as the words escaped my lips. She put a hand on my knee and squeezed gently. "Now Kat, you know I don't like those bands or whatever they're called. Why would I let you go to one of their concerts with no adult supervision?" She asked.

I looked down at the floor, not surprised at all. "Because you love me. And you know I really want to go...you know they're the only reason I'm still here..." I choked out. A noticed a teat sneak down her face before she looked away trying to hide it. I knew it hurt her to hear me say it, but we both knew it was true. As her eyes met mine once again she whispered, "Have fun."

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