Dazai's pov:
I open my eyes.
Like every day, the first thing I saw was the dark and rusty red like color of the roof in the container I had lived in for countless days. Maybe someday I'd be lucky enough to see a normal roof over my head, but I must be the most grateful for what Mori had given me.
If I keep doing what he says maybe he'll finally see what I need to feel human. I can't ask so much of him though, after all he's my boss, not just someone familiar.
What was I thinking, he won't ever see any thing human like in me, just like I can't see any trace of humanity in myself. I shouldn't ask for more.
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*BONK BONK BONK*
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"....."
I shouldn't open the door. I'll go see who it is first-"OPEN UP DAZAI! MORI WANTS TO SPEAK TO YOU!!!!"
"...Good-day to you as well Chuuya Nakahara...."
I rise from my mattress, and open the poor excuse of a *door*
"Mori wishes to speak to me?.."
I ask the ginger in-front of me
"YEAH?? He said he has made plans for us, but he wants to talk to you first. Also-
WHY DONT YOU EVER RESPOND WHEN U CALL YOU?""....i would assume you know that I don't own a phone, if I were to be given one like you I would respond. You are sent to come get me for a reason. Dog."
"Well Mori gave me a number and said it was yours! Also- WHAT DID YOU CALL ME?!?"
I feel myself get pushed onto the cold and dirty ground, with Chuuyas foot on top of my chest. A short and sharp feeling of pain enters my body, but only for a moment as I push his foot of me and push myself up, I stand in-front of him.
"Dog, I called you a dog. Isn't that what you are? My dog?"
"I AM NOT! I AM NEITHER A DOG NOR YOURS, ALSO STOL CALLING ME THAT!!"
He was obviously irritated and upset, as if his shouting wasn't enough his facial expression would tell me how he felt.
I don't think he minds that I call him my dog that much. It's just a joke in the end of the day."Well anyone would mistake you for a dog if you keep shouting like a barking chihuahua."
"Fuck you."
I giggled as his response had shown me that he took my sentence personal, he cared about what I said? Interesting.
"Well then, shall we get going..?"
My voice sounded weak. But I don't think he will understand that I don't feel like meeting Mori at this moment.
"Yeah yeah, lets go."
Chuuya sounded mad, was he still upset? Haha. He grabbed my arm to walk away, it made me flinch because of a sharp and stingy almost burning sensation of pain going through my arm, as I accidentally let a noise escape my mouth.
"Ack-"
"What?"
The man in-front of me had turned around and was now looking at me, with his blue peeper's.
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So there was nothing I could do to stop him, from cutting. A soukoku fic!
FanfictionThe title probably won't make sense until like part 3...so please look forward for it! The story takes place when Dazai and chuuya are both 17! The art is made by me and the title is from a song "blue hair" I recommend it! This is my first fic s...