I Don't Wanna Live Anymore...

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Puss In Boots's POV.


All of us were walking to the direction of The Forest Of Nooses, I looked at my arms once more, the sleeves had some blood on it, I sort of panicked, but didn't show it, suddenly, I heard a familiar voice from behind us.


"Well, well, if it isn't Puss In Boots!" Said someone, we all turned around and saw Jack Horner and The Baker's Dozen.


"What do you want Jack Horner?!" I yelled.


"Lanson, make with the map AND Lanson, or else..." Jack said in an evil voice.


"I don't know what you mean by that, but whatever it is! I WON'T LET YOU!" I yelled, pulling out my sword, my full confidence back.


"Ohohohoho! Now were talking!" Jack said confidently, The Baker's Dozen prepared their weapons as my team did the same.


"Fear us! If you dare!" There, I said my famous line, and suddenly, we all began fighting, taking out guards left and right, when Jack was down to 2 guard, I landed in front of him and aimed my sword at him.


"Surrender Jack, you lost!" I said, pointing the sword at Jack still, he just chuckled.


"You think a little sword is gonna-" I cut him off by slicing his neck open, some blood gushed out, before he died though, I heard his words trigger my suicidal thoughts...


"G-Good... Luck getting... You're lives back..." At that point, I just ran into The Forest Of Nooses, leaving my sword.


"GATO! WAIT!" Death said worryingly, I went deep into the forest, and saw a noose that was just right for my height.


"Well... I guess it's time for me to die... I wish my life was better... But sadly, it's just gonna be crap..." I thought to myself, tears streaming down my face.


I found a stool and stepped on it, I wrapped the noose around my neck... And then... kicked the stool off, I was choking, losing air, I heard the muffled screams of my friends as I was about to die... And then, everything went black....

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Few minutes later I woke up, I saw everyone's worried, sad faces... Why didn't I die?!


"Ugh... Hmmmm... Am I dead?..." I said in a raspy voice... 


"Thankfully not, Gato, what were you thinking?!" Death exclaimed. "I told you talk to us if you need to!"


Goldi was trembling, hugging Papa Bear. "I know you didn't mean to scare Goldi, but never do that again." Said Papa Bear in a serious comforting tone, then Yukiatsu sat me up.


"Can I see your arms?..." Said Yukiatsu, I didn't want him to... But, it was too late anyway... I nodded, and he rolled my sleeves up, red scars were on my arms, some blood dried, Yukiatsu was in shock. "Puss..." I couldn't hold it anymore, I held Yukiatsu tightly and began to sob.


"I'M SO SORRY!!! I'M SO, SO SORRY! I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS PAIN ANYMORE!" I yelled in sadness, still sobbing, Yukiatsu rubs my back. "Shhh... You're alright, just... Never do that to us again... Ok?" Said Yukiatsu in a soft comforting voice, I nodded and continued to sob for a full minute...


Note: Yea... This part for sure was dark, but is it TOO dark, or...? O_O

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