The MANCINI Flower- CS #2

☘️Her Havens Club☘️

One

Ang nakakabinging tugtog ng musika ang bumungad sa kanilang dalawa ng kasama nya. Pagkalabas palang nila ng kanyang kotse ay nakaramdam agad sya ng pagkalula dahil sa dami ng taong nakita nya. Labas pasok ang mga ito sa lugar na kung saan ay tinatawag na HHC o Her Haven Club. Isang prestihiyosong club kung saan mga elite na mga tao lamang ang nakakapasok. She heard about this place before, from her sorella Alejannah. Hindi tulad nya, her sister Jannah wants to party so much. She was so carefree. Her total opposite. Dito sa club na ito ay puro kilalang personalidad ang mga pumupunta o anak nang may kayang pamilya. The best thing about the club was that the paparazzi are totally off limits. Thus, giving those rich people the privacy they've wanted.

She knew that she should be in no way inside this place. This place was always been jam-packed. Dahil sa naisip, she wanted to just turn around and leave. Pero paano na ang gustong patunayan sa sarili. Kaya kahit nagdadalawang isip ay, pinilit nyang kumalma, and look at the big picture. She embraces herself when she felt that chilly night wind. It is now now or never. It is nine in the evening, at this time of hour should be sleeping right now instead of doing this social experiment for herself, pero anong magagawa nya, kailangang malaman nya kung hanggang gaano kadami ang makakaya nyang harapin nang hindi inaatake ng sakit nya.

A strong tolerance. Thats what she wanted to achieve. Gusto nyang isiping ang lahat ay napapag-aralan. That there isn't an exemption. They said she always had this strong will power to overcome whatever it is that will stop her way for achieving her goals. Lahat nalulusutan nya. Among her and her siblings, she was capable of doing everything for the sake of getting everything she wanted. Bakit? because she always remind herself where she always stands. And that  she should be grateful for everything. Lumaki syang ganito, at alam ng pamilya nya kung bakit. Ngunit may hindi ang mga ito nalalaman tungkol  sa kanya. She'd rather die that hurting her mother.

Her  heart was thumping so loud like it's going to jump out on its ribcage. It felt surreal standing in front of this prestigious club, and in a minute now, she would bumping bodies with this massive party goer. Hindi paman nya nagawang pumasok ay abot langit na ang kanyang panalangin. She inhaled and exhaled for a several time just to loosen up her inside. For the last time, she check her dress and take deep breath.

"having cold feet?" her assistant Jasmin teases her."you know that we always come here, anytime you want"

She released a shakey breathe before answering Jassy.

"per favore ( please )  let me breath out this suffocating air inside me" kinakabahan nyang sabi habang ang mga mata ay nakatanaw sa mga taong naka linya sa labas ng club."i can do this!" she breathlessly said.

"I know you can Miss Cortez, this is for your own good. Ayaw mo non, nakakatulong ka nanga sa health issues mo, makakapag unwind kapa!" binola pa sya nito.

"is this your poor way of making me feel better?" nainis na sabi. Hindi nya naiiwasang maging iritable, kapag ganito inaataki na naman sya ng kanyang anxiety."I'm sorry"

"guilty as charge" pag amin nito. "paano ba naman, this place was so alive!"

Si Jassy ay ang assistant nya, at ito lang ang tanging nakakaalam sa pinagdadaanan nya ngayon. Kaya alam na alam nito kung paano sya pakakalmahin. Ito palagi ang kasama nya kapag may session sya sa kanyang doktor.

" why do i have this feeling that I'm going to regret everything tomorrow, Jass" pinilit nyang kalmahin ang sarili."do you think it's a good idea for me to do this?"

"i think that this is new to you and that, you need to take it slow, one step at a time, baby" pabiro nitong sabi."and yes, it is just okay for us to sometimes concur our fears, and maybe this time you're going to make it"