Tw: panic attacks
I feel like My body is going to explode. I shouldn't have shown Him this- My body is shaking like hell. I am disgusting and now He knows It. He will tell everyone and I will be the laughing stick of the entire school.
I want to cry. I need to cry. But kacchan is here- Everything Will just get worse. My vision is getting blurry, so in guessing My body gave in and I'm crying.
Oh God
oh God
oh God
What the hell is wrong with Me
I'm frozen shut Like My soul has been trapped in My body, Not letting Me speak or move a muscle.
Then I realize something. There is a hand on My shoulder. Mom? No it's not Mom, Mom is at work. Kacchan? It has to be Him.
My eyes are getting tired. I think I'm going to pass out. Oh- and I am. My body is falling to the floor. Oh dear this is going to be hard to talk about once I get up.
I don't want to get up. I don't want to confront Kacchan again. I don't want Him to Look at Me with embaresment- I know He will. I can't judge him really. I would too.
I feel My consciousness Fade and My eyes go to black.
I wake up on the bed inside of My room, and see The Styrofoam Food container set on the table. Oh. That must be what bakugo came to bring. Bakugo is nowhere to be seen.
He probably left. I'm worried that I had made a fool of Myself.
I look over to My shelf, and I feel like somethings wrong. While My shelf before was covered in dishes, It seems like most of them have been removed.
I'm a bit weirded out, as I have no recollection of Putting them in the sink. I must have done it late at night or something. I don't know, I just want to go back to bed.
And so I do. I sink into My bed once again, and Pull the covers over My body. As I fade to unconsciousness again, I wonder how Kacchans doing now. I slap My face, embarrassed.
Why did I show Him My room.
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FanfictionDeku has been skipping school due to stress. Bakugo starts visiting Him and doing checkups to stop Inko from worrying to much, and starts to realize He enjoys His company. No ships, Mostly platonic. I might make it queer platonic after a while thou...
