My Twinnies

Chapter 47 : Care

Raven's P.O.V.

"You should go-"

"Noo Alex, I can't. We have submissions today." I told him 87th time today.

"But your cramps-"

"They are normal, so chilll guys" I stopped them.

But in reality, Cramps are not normal at all.

How the fuck, in commercials or sanitary pads ads, girls are so energetic on their first day ? I mean, in ads, girls are literally climbing hills, jumping, playing all day and here me, can't even walk properly on my first day, even lose my appetite, vomit twice, and 24/7 on the bed.

Am I sick ? Or Is it normal ?

"Owww" I clutch my stomach as cramps hit badly.

Tears brimmed in my eyes. I can't control it.

Agghh, what should I do ?

Suddenly, I felt someone pull me towards them.

Ivan.

"What are you doing, Ivan ?" I weakly mumbled.

"Sit here" He said, gently.

He made me sit beside him and made me lean on his chest as he snaked his hand under my top and started rubbing his hand on my stomach, immediately making me relax.

I want to tell him to not to do that because as we are in garden, I know, we already gain unnecessary attention. But I had no energy left.

And honestly speaking, I felt relax.

So, I just close my eyes and enjoy this feeling.

At some moment, I felt Ivan pulled me close and hugged me closer to him, rubbing my back in a comforting way.

A sigh escape my lips as I close my eyes, dozing off in a peaceful slumber.

Ryder's P.O.V.

My fist clenched.

The moment Ryan told me that these boys are like Brothers to her, I can't control some sort of emotions cross through my body. I don't know what was that, but I felt something. Something that I couldn't describe through words.

From that day, Ryan is avoiding her. I literally don't know what's going in his mind ! But I could see something crosses his eyes everytime when he look at her enjoying with them.

And I could see this from today's morning.

Something is wrong with her. Her whole face is pale. She had been sitting headdown since morning. And suddenly, Alex ties his coat on her waist and Ivan is sitting holding her. She is definitely sick. 

I felt some feeling crept inside me, when I saw she is munching on food, Alex brings for her and they kept hugging her. 

Agghh Can't they leave her alone for sometime !!! 

I tightened my jaw and left from there. 

Ryan ?

What he is doing here ?

"What are you doing here? " I voiced my thoughts.

He is sitting on car bonnate, smoking.

He looked at me and shrugged his shoulders. 

I gladly accepts cigarette when he offered me one.

The atmosphere is peaceful. Calm. But the thoughts are wild. I could literally hear Ryan's thoughts going on in his mind right now.