Fucked up//Minjoong

Accepted but not forgiven

Hongjoong's POV:

I was sitting down on the couch while watching TV

Today was my day off.

My work days barely give out Day off's

Well the boss called it 'A mental health day'

But this 'Mental Health Day' Was making my Mental health worse

Ever since we, well I had found out that Mingi has become my boss i knew that everything was going to be awkward from here on out.

I can't stop thinking about it..

I hate it.

I hate it so much.

A few seconds my doorbell rang.

I got up and walked to the door

As soon as i opened the door infront of me, my heart sank to the floor

I regretted opening thia door.

Song Mingi.

My Boss is standing right in front of me.

Song Mingi is outside my house right now.

I tried to act professional.

He was probaly here for buissness purposes.

"Oh boss! I'm so sorry. I did not know you were coming! If i did i would have cleaned up a little bit and put on normal clothes and evwn made some food! Or even cof-"

"Hongjoong stop"

He cut me off.

I don't know why but when he said my name it surprised me.

My heart was..doing littlw flips?

No.

Never again.

No.

Stop.

I jumped slightly when he said my name sternly.

"Im not here for buissness purposes."

What else would he be here for besidea buissness purposes?

"Im here for personal purposes."

Oh.

That.

I sigh and scoot out if the way to let the taller male inside my house.

Mingi walks in aa i close the door and look up at him.

"What is it. Hurry up and tell me ao you can leave. I don't want you here."

I said sternly while telling the truth but also not telling the truth

"Im sorry about what happened in the past. In our relationship i was immature and wanted to be 'Young & free' that i ended up doing stupid things and making stupid decsions that ended up hurting you very badly. Im sorry. And i understand if you don't accept my apology and just want to keep hating me"

He looks away from me for a second before looking back at me

"I'd hate me too."

I stared at him

"I accept your apology..i just don't forgive you..just yet"

Mingi nodded

"That's totally understandable"

He walks towards my front door and opened it.

Before he walked out he turned around and looked at me

"I'll see you at work tommorrow"

Was the last thing he said before he closed my door and left without saying anything else.

Wow.

My heart hurts.

Songs i listend to while typing this chapter🫶
-Just Wanna Be With You - HSM 3
-Girls On Top - BoA
-Titanium - David Guetta Ft.sia
-Twit - Hwasa
-All Time Low - Jon Bellion
-I'll Be Your Man - BTOB
-Home - Seventeen
-Sign Of The Times - Harry Styles