Our World [ l.s ]

CHAPTER SEVEN

Read the last chapter for recap!

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Harry's POV (Surprise?)

Call me an asshole for leaving my boyfriend and child after planning to spend time with them. I'm aware that I am not a good boyfriend or father. I left them at the ice cream shop as soon as I got a call from Liz. No...she is not my girlfriend. We are not an official couple but I went to her everytime I had a hard time dealing with the mess at the company and sometimes I wanted to get away from my boyfriend a lil bit.

Don't get me wrong I love Louis and my boy Kyan but he does not have the time to hear about my problems because he would always be so busy with his college and our child. I'm thankful that Louis is there for Kyanite during the time I'm working but when it comes to hearing about my problems, Louis would brush it off. Liz is the only person who I can let out my frustrations and she would listen to them attentively. I admit that I have some feelings for her.

I met her the first time when I went out alone after hearing about Louis' pregnancy. I was afraid of the new commitment and I went out to drink and there I met Liz and we hit it off right away. I planned on breaking up with Louis that night but the news about his pregnancy made me stay. I tried my best to be the perfect boyfriend and father but I am not perfect in any sort of ways. You can say I am not being faithful to my family.

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Back to when I got a call from Liz, she called me crying and said she needed me. Her little brother is hospitalised due to an accident. I wanted to tell Louis before running to my car but I was in a rush and left them without even getting Kyan's ice cream. It was so cruel of me to do that... They must hate me. They're important to me but Liz is someone important to me as well.

The next day, I noticed that my phone was off the whole day and yesterday and once I turned it on. Louis' missed calls came flooding my notification. I slept at Liz's house after visiting her brother and comforting her.

I'm screwed and I don't know what to even tell Louis.

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I told Liz I need to go home but she wanted to go out to eat first, she didn't eat the whole day and I brought her to my favourite restaurant. I meant.

My heart was about to burst because I saw Louis and Kyan inside the restaurant and I froze but with instinct I ran away even though I had a brief eye contact with my son.

Part of me wanted to run to them and give Kyanite a hug and apologize but my feet could not do it. My heart shattered when I heard my lil boy's excited voice calling out "Daddy!" after he saw me but I kept running away while dragging Liz away from the restaurant. I told myself this is not the right time.

(Done with Harry's pov and inner monologue, just wanna let you guys know the inside of his messed up mind and why his ass left Lou and Kyan that day)

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Louis finally got a text back from Harry as soon as he came back home after taking Kyan out to eat. Harry told him that he's coming back home. Louis could not believe this man has the audacity to act like he did not just ghosted him and left his son alone in the middle of ordering an ice cream.

Harry completely put aside how Louis called him hundreds times and left him with countless texts and that's all he had to say. "I'm coming back in a bit, wait for me love x" that's all? He better give Louis some good ass explanations.

Louis is glad Kyanite is currently with Niall, he told Niall to take his little boy for the day, they can hangout together the whole day and thank god Kyan did not complain and gladly went with Niall. Louis don't want him around the house while he's talking to Harry because he's genuinely afraid he lash out and it turn into a big fight and scared his baby. He need to settle this first before letting Harry meet his son. The man didn't deserve Kyanite right now.