It was a tricky couple of days ... Kamol was almost always working ... all the goddamn time.... he barely even came home in a humane hours anymore… Sleeping next to kim for those few hours… even if he has to work himself rugged all over again was the only relief he had these days
It came with the territory of trying to reach an agreement with Evan… to be let go… to retire
the issue was that he has no intention to break the news yet… he wanted to leave room for Kim to be without pressure of having Kamol as a permanent fixture in his life… he wanted him to be able to express himself when he feels he is ready to…He wanted Kim to decide on his own if he shares Kamol affection or not
Becuase, since Kamol has popped up in Kim's life... he has been through a lot…
First Cherry tried to Kidnap him to get Rid of him... then Danai tried to kidnap him to have leverage over Kamol…
And there was Danil who is inviting trouble everywhere he goes… who is threatening Kamol’s happiness with his untimely presence.
He was pretty sure everything would end well.. but also everything could go horribly bad… It was a mixture of luck and proper timing. A fine line that he was walking
All of that resulted in Kamol feeling tired all goddamn time... he wanted to get over with the whole thing with Evan before things complicate themselves even worse.
He longed to spend more time with Kim... touch him… have him and he was so desperate that he was actually planning to take him on a vacation... somewhere far far away from all of this hustle... somewhere where he can devour Kim privately…
Somewhere where things can go well for them for a change…
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When he told Kim about the intent to take a vacation… the smile he gave him could have lighted up the sky in the dead of the night… It was so radiant that it warmed Kamol’s heart and erased some of his tiredness.
He asked Kim to pick a spot for their vacation… Kamol rarely does vacations… and when he does travel abroad he picks hotels… he barely sleeps as it is… so it’s just for the show of it.. just to have a bed to retreat to…
Kim was intrigued by the notion.. They are going on a family vacation… there’s so much planning to do… but first a place should be picked…
Kim’s idea of Vacation with Kamol was basically having somewhere safe enough that Kamol can just exist… the other guys and Baiboon can fool around all they want… no pressure.. no fear…and definitely no one to hunt them down… mafia or not
so he picked a private villa with a Pool… far away from anything and everything… the pool was wide enough … that they wouldn’t need to go to the beach….
and the villa was big enough to accommodate them comfortably…
He let Kamol know about his choice and Kamol approved in a blink of an eye…
Kamol was visibly tired now and it worried Kim more than he liked to admit … Kamol needed that time away more than he is letting it show… he might be doing it for Kim’s sake but he could use some rest himself…
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FanfictionInspired by the way Kim held Kamol to the wall by the neck, because that shit did crazy things to my imagination... WOOHOO this story takes place sometime between ep9 and ep10