outing~ C.B/S.B

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You're Sandra Bullock's kiddo, she's a single mum.
Dr. Miller's your therapist.

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Sandra's pov:

Standing up at 5.30am due to my alarm I made my way downstairs and get greeted by a tired looking y/n, sitting at the kitchen island while eating her cereals.

"Good morning, baby.", she notices and looks up at me.

"Morning ma.", she smiles and I make my way into the kitchen, grabbing myself a mug to drink my morning juice.

"Couldn't sleep or woke up early?", I question her and settle myself opposite of her, leaning on the kitchen counter, sipping my drink.

Y/n's pov:

"Both"

"Oh honey. You wanna tell me about it?", I wasn't sure if I should tell her so I shrug and look at her with an unsure face.

"C'mon, darling. Dr. Miller said you have to talk about the things you're overthinking to make it easier for you to process them.", she comes up to me and gives me a side hug. My arms going around her waist, she lays a kiss on top of my head.

"I think I'm in love, ma.", I say and wait for my mum's reaction.

"Well that's amazing, honey.", she smiles when I look up at her. Mum gives me a forehead kiss and goes with one hand through my hair.

"How is he?", there was the question I was afraid of. I panick and start to tear up, closing my eyes.

"Honey, what's wrong?", what if she will hate hate??

"Babyy?", she says with concern in her voice and pulls me closer to her.

"He- ehm he- he's actually a she.", I whisper and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Noo no baby, don't cry. I'm sorry- I mean, no. I'm sorry I didn't consider it to be a her, not that it's a her.", she gives me a squeeze and wipes the tear away that was running down my cheek.

"So you're ok with it?", I sniff.

"Ofc, silly.", she giggles which makes me relax a little and a light chuckle leaves my lips.

"Soo how is she? Is she from your university?"

"Ehm no, she's not. ... And ehm.. well.. she- she's older.", I say quietly.

"U mean like a few years or more like up to ten?", she asks, lookin' me in the eyes.

"Erm more like thirty.", I nervously laugh.

"So it's like with Sar and Holland?", I nod and cuddle more into her. She nods aswell and thought for a moment.

"And do I know her?", she stroke over my head.

"Yeah."

"Honey, c'mon don't leave me hanging like that. I wanna know.", she chuckels.

"It- it's Cate.", in that moment I forget how to breath.

"Cate..", she says in a thinking tone, wanting me to continue.

"Blanchett.", I swallow and let out the air I was holding.

"Mum?", I tear up again but didn't dare looking at her. Deep down I knew she isn't homophobic, nor will hate me or have anything against the age gap but it still was scary to tell her that I'm in love with one of her closest friends and work partners.

"Mh?- It's ok, baby.", she gently rubs my back and rests her head on mine.

"Honey, it's ok, calm down.", she chuckels when I start to breath heavy and continues moving her hand up and down my back.

"I just have to take it in, you know.", I nod and start to calm again, still sobbing.

"Does she know?"

"No one does."

"You wanna tell her?", I look up at her, shocked.

"What?? Ok, you're not supposed to know this, love, but I know she's into women. She actually was with Rooney while shooting 'Carol' and I for a fact know that she's unhappy with her marriage and wants to get a divorce soo."

"Wait, what??", I start to tear up again, even harder. Did she cheat?? Did HE cheat?!?

"Honey, hey. It's ok, she didn't cheat.", she tries to ressure me, knowing she always meant a lot to me. "Well, he did first soo she's justifiable. And I'm sorry to break it to you, honey, but the divorce, she's actully feeling this for quite some time now but stayed for the kids. Plus he treats her like she's some piece of shit. I know this is a lot right now but it's ok. She has everything under control. I promise.", I hug her tighter, burying my face into her, crying.

"I'm going to kill that fucking bastard.", I angrily whisper into the soft fabric of my mum's t-shirt, which she heard.

"No you won't, dear.", she laughs.

"Why not?", I cry, still in an angry tone, screaming inside.

"As much as I'd like to see him dead you can't just kill him.", I whine 'cause I knew she was right.

"It's adorable how you care about her, baby, but you can't kill him.", I sigh.

"Let's take the day off and binge watch some of her movies, how does that sound?", she suggests with a smile. The thought of seeing Cate, at least on screen, making me smile.

"I'd love that.", I smile at her with my still tear stained face.

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A/n: came up with this when I needed comfort hahaha :)


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