pretty boy | k.akaashi (hiatus)

school fun yay

i rolled off my bed after hearing my alarm wake me up. i sighed, disappointed as i lifted my pillow seeing the spoon underneath. id hoped that if it were to snow even harder, maybe, just maybe wed have a snow day.

i staggered into the bathroom, barely awake. last night i had researched long and hard for akaashis instagram, and although i knew it was stalker-ish i couldnt resist. bro was fine-fine, and i just had to see him again. luckily i didnt accidentally like any of his old photos, that would be mad embarrassing.

i shook myself awake as i quickly did makeup and got dressed. hana and kou were coming to pick me up to go to school, and i couldnt keep them waiting. i had to be a bad bitch and finish my routine in time no matter how much i was suffering on the inside. i started to blast mcr as i finished eating some breakfast because of how empty i felt with an hour of sleep when suddenly

HOOOOOOOOOOONKKKKKKKKKKK

why the fuck was koutaro holding the honking button for so long.

"COME ON YOU EMO HOE!" hana screamed. i quickly rushed outside and saw her stepping outside to come get me. we met eyes and i gave her a lightskin stare.

my facial expression quickly melted when i saw akaashi sitting in the backseat.

"why is he in the car????" i asked, panicking.

"i literally told you his car broke down and his parents are out of town." she deadpanned. i raised an eyebrow because i clearly remember waking up to no notifications. she looked at me, confused, and pulled her phone out.

"see, right her- oh i didnt press send lol" she pitifully grinned, realizing.

"😐"

"STOP DOING THAT ITS SCARY"

"no bitch 😛" i said as i stepped in the car, making sure not to disturb the fine man in the back. koutaro energetically waved at me, looking in the rearview mirror. hana got in as well, looking at me, then akaashi, then me again.

"do you like him or something?" she mouthed as her brother started to drive. i shook my head. just because i found a guy super attractive didnt mean i liked them (thats a lie)

after a few seconds of silence, koutaro started babble and hana got in a fight with him. i started to stare out the window and felt tired.

no one will gaf if i close my eyes, right? i wondered as i drifted off.

akaashi pov lol

i saw y/n sleeping on the window and smiled a little. she seemed like a bright girl, and i kind of wanted to converse with her from the day i first saw her in the school halls. she'd been laughing with a few girls from her class and she seemed to radiate really kind energy.

what the fuck i sound like a crystal mom

(a/n): guys i love crystal moms dont take that seriously

she slowly started to lean towards me in her alive death and leaned on my shoulder. i appeared calm but on the inside i was panicking

shithsitbsirhishithsitshirshitshit im in an uncomfortable position but i dont wanna wake her up

i froze up and just sat still until i heard her sleep talking.

"daddy dazai..." she whispered. i looked at her, and then looked back up. oh. alright.

all of a sudden i felt really tired and started to fall asleep. as i drifted off, i thought.

is daddy dazai some kind of sleep spell