shitty love poems

6:25pm

I hate myself,

I hate myself so much and i can't stand it.

It's not that I'm vain and think I'm perfect so I shouldn't hate myself,
it's just,

I realized that when I hate myself like this, at the top of my lungs, it hurts you.

I hurt you.

You think I'm abandoning you?

You think I don't love you anymore?

I left to go drown in, well I guess there's no poetic way to say this, but I went to go drown in my own sadness.

Sometimes it gets to much to handle,

But never because I'm tired of you.

I couldn't say goodbye when you left my house because I was afraid I would start sobbing in front of you.

Sometimes I'm so tired of existing.

I wish you could see,

I wish you could reach into my heart and see,

I love you.

I love you, my dove.

I love you, my sweet blond boy.

I love you, my morning smiles.

I will always love you.