Shaking Life With Styles (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 5

So guys, I know I haven't updated for ages, and I'm so sorry, school is driving me crazy and it's very hard to come to Wattpad in these days, but in a week I'll be on school break so I promise to update almost everyday.

And by the way, I want to thank you for all the support, I love you all!

And the song is just the song I was listening while writing this Chapter, I really love it

Lilly <3

**Mandy's POV**

My and Harry are now at the car, we've been driving for what it seems a century, he told me that I needed to relax so we're going shopping, and I can't say I'm sad, because I really need some new clothes right now. You might think I'm crazy because I'm going shopping when my dad..Wait, MY DAD? saying these word it's even scarier than seeing a monkey sleeping in my bed, wait, WHAT? Oh forget it. The truth is, my dad it dying and I'm going shopping? I think it distracts me from real world, that in this moment isn't the best place for me to be.

I really don't know what to do, I was starting to live my dream and he decided to try to enter in my life right now? This is not the best moment. My head is a mess, I wish this would be just a nightmare and that I would woke up any minute, but that is obviously not going to happen. I want to cry, I want to scream, because you know what? I really want to meet him, I do, but at the same time that doesn't seem the best option for me, I don't know what to do.

"Earth calls Mandy, earth calls Mandy" My bestfriend just woke me up from my daydream. Daydreaming is a thing I do a lot lately

"I was just thinking" he sighed, and I could tell something was bothering him, the way he has been acting since I told him about my dad is awkward, it's just not him. Great, I just wish he's not mad at me or something. But I think he couldn't, since he have no reason to. I'll talk to him later.

"So, we're here, grab your purse and let's go shopping, YAY" He said sarcastically, I know he don't really like shopping, but this was his idea. Your fault Harold.

"Let's go love, time to have fun" I said while grabbing his big and smooth hand and tugging him through the mall. I don't know why, but having my hand entwined with his felt right, I felt safe and my mood just lighten up.

We've been shopping for almost two hours and I'm feeling knackered and I think Harry noticed that since he grabbed all my bags and carried them not even saying a word. In fact he haven't talked to much since we're here and right now I really want to know what's happening. We're standing by the car, the parking lot is dark and I can say it's going to rain soon, when he was entering the car  I stood in front of him and he gave me a questioning look.

"Harry Styles, what's up with you? You haven't talked or laughed during the day, that's not you. Tell me what's going on" I stared at him and pouted in order not to look so stern.

"I just can't stand seeing you like this, you're trying to look good but I know you're dying in the inside, and that kills me, it kills me becauce when you're hurt, I'm hurt, when you cry I want to cry too. Mandy, you're my best friend and you can't expect me to smile all day when you're felling like crap" his breathing was heavy, his eyes were shining and he was clenching his fists. I can say he's mad and sad at the same time, i swear I've never seen him like this.

I didn't know what to say, so the first thing that I could do was hug him in a tight hug. Tears started to roll down my eyes, he was right, who was I trying to fool? I was, like he said "dying o the inside" and trying to pretend to be okay, but I wasn't. It was now my time speak, and I knew exactly what to say