Broken

Chapter One

"Your Fired,Rebecca"The words bounce around my head.I glare at my ,now, ex-boss."Just because I slept in?"I question,crossing,crossing my arms across my chest.Miss Brown,my ex-boss, shakes her head."You have been late 5 times this week and only yesterday you poured a cup of hot coffee on a customer."She tutted.

"She deserved it.You should of heard what she said."I say,pushing myself out of the seat I am sat in,so I am eye level with her.Miss Brown was about to speak but I raise a hand,objecting.I hated working in Starbucks any ways,I only got the job for the money.I storm out her office and through the cafe.Fellow employees give me sympathetic looks but I ignore them as I push open the glass door and stepping outside.Just great....Its raining.I jog to the bus stop as soon as I see a big red bus arrive.My (old) work place is just out of London,whist I live in London.I give the bus driver the money and say 'the first stop in London please'.The bus is quite crowded so I sat near tired looking woman.

There was 3 stops before I climbed off the bus.It was still raining so I practically ran to my apartment. I fumbled with my keys in the door before.Click!It opened.I stepped inside,kicking off my shoes and hung up my coat.Huh,A letter on the floor.It looks important.I crouch down to pick it up,and then stood back up again.I ripped it open.

Just great.It says that I have the end of the month to pay rent or I am kicked out.I walk in the lounge with the letter and leave it on the coffee table and go into the kitchen.My stomach rumbles,vibrating through out my whole body.I make myself a salad,I'm watching my weight you see.Buuuuuuzzz!!Who is texting me?I barely have any friends,only Jessica.I have known her since high school.She was the one who stood up to me when I was bullied.I slide the answer button on my phone and hold it up to my ear.

She rants about her ex-boyfriend who apparently tried kissing her again.I don't want to sound mean,but I don't take an interest in anyone else's love life.I barely have a love life of my own let alone care about any one else's.I tell her to just ignore him and walk away,and she takes it in,thanking me before hanging up.Actually,thinking about it,I haven't had a relationship in 4 years.I don't want to get back in 'the game' though.Men flirting with me,buying me things just because they know I'm single.I'm not needy.I don't need a man's arm around my waist to be happy....But I am not even happy being me.

I wipe all the ideas out my head and go to my room.I look at the time on my phone.7:26.I sigh and push open my bedroom door.I get changed into a grey shirt(that was way to big for me)that goes down to my thighs and black underwear.Jessica always tells me when she sometimes sleeps,that I could get any man I could. Apparently I dress like a model with out trying.I don't.I hate my long brown hair that gets curly when its wet,and needs to be sorted out with straighters.The only thing I love about my face is my eyes.They are a deep brown,but have specks of gold in them.I pick up my laptop and sit on my bed,cross legged with it sitting on my lap.I scroll through Tumbler for a few hours before I check the time.9:56.I yawn and push the laptop off my lap and put it on charge.It was burning my lap any ways.I feel the darkness engulf me as my eyes close and my breathing softens....