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A short thingy I wrote a while ago when I was feeling down at like 2 am
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If I were honest, would you still love me?
If I told you the truth..
If I told you I was scared
If all my problems were told...

I don't want to hurt you
You don't need to know
What's going through my head
When you call me those names

You don't need to know
What goes through my head
When you yell
When you get mad

I am scared to be with you
To tell you about my life
I am scared to be alone
To fall asleep all on my own

I will miss you when you're gone
But I won't mourn you no more
You've caused me sadness
And pain
But I forgive you
I forgive you

If I were honest with you
Would you be mad, would you care
If I were honest and told you the truth
If I told you I was scared
To be with you in this room

Would you believe me when I said I forgive you
I forgive you

You don't need to know
What goes through my head
When you yell
When you get mad

I am scared to be with you
To tell you about my life
I am scared to be alone
To fall asleep all on my own

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