Hellim -William x Henry -collage au

• late night 'homework'•

(Warnings - swearing ,boyxboy/gay,kiss,homophobia,
mention of violence)

It's been a week since Henry joined me and Scott eat with him,talk to him etc etc everyday a couple people know he's gay or bi I think he said ... but there to scared that I'll beat them up to tell anyone and Julia has avoided me thank god she sends me love letters tho it's a lil creepy .

I came a little late to robotics today cause I was too tired to walk fast I just told sir I was helping another teacher tho :)

Henry look annoyed and said me and him have a project to work on by the end of the week , I didn't mind it's a reason to hang out with Henry after school so I'm happy tbh and I'm never happy about homework.

I take a moment to breath before talking to him "yo Henry "
"Yeah"
"What do you wanna do for the project "
"I was thinking we build something like a robot eg a animatronic performer if you want to ?..."
"Henry this is why Ive chosen you to work
With"
"William you didn't choose shit "

Later at lunch we couldn't find Scott he was probably trying to get a gf ... or a bf

Sooo— we talked about or Henry talked about how we are going to make our robot thing I just sat and listened I love his voice it's just so calming I look at his eyes and for a second we make eye contact he stutters and blushed I think I blushed too "W-will a-are you listening"
"Uhh yep " and sat in silence for a minute or two then Scott sat next to me and asked what were talking about "tbh scotty I don't know "
I really didn't I was lost in Henry's voice his hair his eyes his figure he... he's just a perfect person yk ...

Henry's making me question things ...

The next day .

Me and Henry are talking about the homework while walking to class when we get there this girl winks at Henry and I-I got jealous I guess but he didn't blush like when I wink at him he rolls his eyes and pulls me into class I thought he likes women too or maybe men more ??? Idk I don't really understand this gay shit

In class me and Henry make a blueprint of what it'll look like it's a light brown ballerina with black eyes and a white skirt or whatever ballerinas wear :/ I think it's creepy but Henry likes it so we agree and we just talk about the design all day we try think of other designs but that are ugly so we stick with the ballerina so we are sat thinking of a name " why don't we just call it a minirina cause it's a mini ballerina"sometimes I'm a genius

It's Wednesday now :)) scotty told me that Henry's sick today I felt like screaming,so I just attended my classes etc today was a really slow day without Henry .

Tuesday "Henry I missed your fluffy hair and your crooked glasses "
" uhh ok ,what did I miss yesterday "
I didn't pay attention to I ignored him and we had robotics the whole day today I think Henry was still a little sick so I did most of it :(

"Finally it's Friday!! ,Henry I am so tired of this stupid homework "
"William we only have 3 days to do it and I was wondering if you maybe w-wanted to sleep over at mine tonight just so we can get it done quicker "
I was frozen I wanted too but I didn't want it to be awkward "I -uhh "
"Never mind you don't have too really it's ok it was just a possibility it doesn't matter we can just meet tomorrow "
"No henry I want to "
"R-really,it won't be wired I can sleep on the sofa or you can it's up too "

Later after we had been to mine and I had gotten some stuff we were walking to Henry's
"William..if my parents ask you questions like are we dating you don't have to-"
"Don't worry Henry I'll be fine "
We get to his house and his parents were looking out the window I could feel them staring at me.

That were pretty nice tho once that heard my British accent that offered me a tea I don't really like tea I prefer coffee .

4 hours pass we spent all that time stating the base of the minirina
"Henry We need a break "
"Fine "
Henry got a bored game out we didn't really know how to play tho so we just made up our own version

It's getting late so we change into our pjs Henry look so comfy and warm He was wearing a white top and red shorts I'm wearing a black jumper and joggers "will you ok "
No I wasn't I wanted to hug him "yeah I'm fine hen "
"H-hen is that my new nickname I'm calling you willy then "
I blush ,I don't know why I want to hug him I've 'liked' girls but I've never felt this way about a girl ...

We're sat on Henry's bed "Willy "
"Y-yeah hen "I feel so confused right now I think I want to kiss him ....
"Why is Scott always so hyped he's always in a good mood"I feel guilty I feel like deep down I wanted him to tell me he loves me .?
"I uh dunno I guess he's just an happy person"
Why do I feel guilty...
"Will are you ok you loo- "

....

I-I kissed him ...!

What did I do why did I "w-will what ,why? "
I stood up and walked quickly to the bathroom
And just stared at myself in the mirror "shit ,fuck,shit!!"
"William are you ok ,it's ok "
"Henry I'm so sorry we can still be friends right"

Why did I do that ..it felt good tho like all the weight on my shoulders is gone b-but I've ruined everything

I open the door "Henry I'm gonna go "
"William I wanted to kiss you to be honest I'm happy you kissed me cause I'm not sure I would've "
"I just need to think " I put my coat on and shoes and left his parents were asleep Henry watched me leave I walked home for about 40 minutes in the rain to get home ,I sat crying why did I do that why did why did I kiss my best friend....

Am I gay.....