Shivshakti : A girl who doesn't know her potential

Chapter : 4 What's going on?

Meeting Aryan in such a way was nothing that i wanted but expected , it was indeed going to be something miserable but i never wanted that , i hate it when people suffer , i hate it when they're helpless . I wish my sister was here she could've healed his mother and made everything better . I don't know if i can heal someone , because i am a Shiv inheritor and all i can do is destroy but i might be wrong , Lord Shiva has so many powers , he can do anything he wants and there might be a chance that i could heal too. But , i don't know how to , we came to California before i could complete my spiritual education . 
Anyways i should think of my own life right now because it is in massive danger , because my mom seems to be very angry with me , the reason must be laughing at aunt Meena's fate or maybe she's angry because she saw me talk to guy at a distance of only 5 centimetres. It's so scary to even look into her eyes , like my soul will definitely leave my body .
You will never know how scary it is to see an angry brown mom . Like you will never be so terrified to look at an angry American bison who is ready to play basketball with your body but brown moms have a different anger level that'll make you pray for your dear life, just one stare and you'll piss in your pants .
And I'd prefer standing bravely in front of an angry bison instead of facing my angry mom because you know the bison will either end the distance between you and death or get you a good vacation in the hospital but you'll never know what's on an angry mom's mind .
Anyways , my mom is gonna kill me as soon as we reach home because I've committed two of the biggest sins of the world , number one I laughed at someone's misery and number two , perhaps the worst , i was talking to a guy at a not so safe distance . 
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I am amused my mum didn't say anything to me when we reached home , but this  silence must be the one before the storm , I'll have to be very cautious . But i am sleepy now , i need to get some rest.
My room is a mess and i don't want to clean it , so i just lie and sleep on that messy bed.
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As soon as i woke up and got down i saw my mother was on the phone and she looked tensed which made me a little tensed too. She went straight to her room and started searching for something , something very important . 
She looked hella confused . And she was trying to find it as if her life depended on it , this was so chaotic that i asked her what's wrong .
She told me to stay away from all this and go back to my room , but my curios brain wants is at its peak and this is something i wanna know . So I've got my ways ,
I spyyyy.....
I stand right in the middle of the gap between my half closed door so that i can see what's going on .
I see my mom carrying something covered in a red cloth , something like a pot .
Wait?!? Is that my dad's ashes? Weren't they supposed to be scattered in the Ganges ? Wasn't that a part of cremation? What is she going to do with that? Who is on the call with her? Ohh great heavens!!What the hell is going on here?!!?