Mistress Good Boy's

Chapter 5

Tws: childhood abuse, self-harm

Aaron's pov:

I jolted out of my sleep and was met with total darkness. There was cold sweat running down my back.

I had another nightmare, I was bruised and bleeding while sobbing in a corner. My father was drinking again, threatening to kill me if I messed up again.

I forgot to pick up a beer bottle from under the couch. So he hit me on the top of my head, causing the bottle to break and cut my head. Blood dripped down my face as he continued to hit me.

I clung to Alex harder trying to be as close as possible. I teared up at the horrible memories that keep coming back.

Alex was next to me on my right while Luke was on my left. I sat up slowly and crawled on top of Alex's chest and turned her tank top to the left and slowly bent down and latched onto her right tit. I sucked slowly on her nipple while I lay on top of her.

I was jealous of how they can sleep.

I lay there sucking on Alex's nipple for around ten minutes, Trying to fight back the pain from inside but I failed at this.

I unlatched from her nipple and fixed her shirt back to normal before crawling out the bed. I pulled out a small box from under the bed and brought it to the bathroom.

I turned on the light.

Locked the door.

And pulled down my pants after opening the box.

I pulled out a blade and stared at it.

I put it against my thigh and pressed down till it broke the skin and I dragged it across. until there was a line of blood.

And I repeated.

and again.

Again.

Five more times before switching legs.

I cut once.

Then twice.

Then five times.

And then ended with ten cuts on that thighs.

I clean the blood that was dripping before I fixed my pants and cleaned off the blood. I whipped down the blade before placing it back into the box.

I washed my hands and unlocked the door before walking back into the bedroom.

I hid the box back under the bed under the stuff that was hiding it before.

I climbed into the bed between my two lovers.

I feel so safe with them but my past is making me scared.

I hid my face in the pillow as I sobbed into it until I passed out.

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short sad chapter I'm sorry!

But I've been really unmotived this week and I at least wanted to get something out.

Here I am again putting my stories over my feelings.

But good news Melanie Martinez new album is coming out soon.

If you'll didn't know I am a huge Melanie Martinez and Alec Benjamin fan. They got me through so many things, they are the reason I am here right now.

Hope you enjoyed seeing me back and please leave some ideas I love reading your comments!!

See you guys when I'm finished with another chapter I hope you have a good day/night

BYE BYE