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             Song:Twin Sized Mattress

            A few hours later we got out of the water and  said our good byes then went home.but little did Richie know someone was not far behind him. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around and saw Henry by himself (that's weird)i thought standing up straighter and putting my hands in my pockets "What the fuck do you want" i huffed but he just laughed "clam down moody pants"he said i glared at him "anyway i just wanted to t a l k" he said in a funky tone that i did NOT like " yeah...no i don't feel like t a l k i n g to you ..EVER" i say then walk away but for some reason he doesn't stop me. I was confused for a moment or two but i just let it slide.

             I got home and realized my dad and mom were home. i stepped in cautiously not wanting to make a sound with the door but it creaked.I cursed under my breath then walked in. my mom and dad were screaming at each other and the house looked like a pigsty. Broken glass all in the kitchen spreading some shards of it into the living room. I looked up at my mom who had cuts all over her face,then i looked at my dad who was standing above her yelling at her saying things like"YOUR NOTHING WITH OUT ME" and "YOUR A USELESS EXCUSES OF A MOTHER" and other stuff like that but i just ignored it. 

           It's not just that i "just ignored it" it's just that i'm used to it. Used to the fighting,used to the beating but it did not really affect me. It did affect me but not in the way people would think, but when you accept that it's not going to get better and that it's just reality you just go numb and forget that you're hurting and just learn to accept it . I walk up to my room and shut my door then lock it. I walked over to my desk and grabbed my headphones and slid them on over my head. I sighed loudly as i started playing my music, the song "Twin Sized Mattress" started blasting in my headphones. I sat on my bed leaning my back against my bed post and started to zone out. I took off my glasses and set them on my desk stand next to my bed that had a few comics piled on it. I listened to the lyrics but only a few stuck out to me. after a few more songs i drifted off into sleep.

                                    "for the warning sighs i completely ignored there's an amount to 

                                     "to take reasons to take more there's no big surprise you turned 

                                       "out this way when they closed there eyes and prayed you would 

                                      "change and they cut your hair and sent you away ..."      


          I woke up my headphones off my head and on my shoulders. I tapped all around my bed and finally found my phone. I looked at the time and it read "12:30 pm" i sighed in relief realizing my parents were out for work. I reached over on my bed stand to grab my glasses and put them on, everything was blurry but now it is clear as day. I grabbed my phone  "3 messages from "cutie eds " 25 messages from"The lOseRs club" and 2 missed calls from "birthgiver<3"" "shit" i curse and look at the messages from the losers 

                         *9:20am*  The lOseRs  

                          bigbillyboy:  are ya'll up yet 

                         birdmanuris79: now i am thanks to you :)                        

                         bennyboystack: why ya'll up so early?

                         birdmanuris79: IDK ASK BILL!

                        cuTekasPrAcK: i didnt know you guys woke up so early 

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