chapter 1
THE BEGINING
It was a calm night , I was alone in my house doing standerd stuff sudenly i got a text from Amber my girlfriend the text said "Im so sorry Alex i just want every thing to end. good bye and i love you" I quicly graped my jacket and ran to her house but it was to late i found her dead with a gun in her hand a hole in her head , I phoned the abulance then huged her for the last time and cryed.
later that night i went home sat on my cauch let up a joint and took a draw of it. I found a razor blade in my pocket, i looked at it for some time and then started cuting 1..2..3..4..5 cuts right across my arm they made me feel like i was still alive.
Chapter 2
Geting Help
The next day my mum text me "hey, Alex i heard what happend im sorry for your lost, Mmm maybe you should get a therapest they well help you out get along with life heres a good one 0734698546 his names Andrew" I text back "Thanks mum ill give it a shot". so i phoned under that number and i made an apoitment for tuesday it is monday today. I might just go out get some fresh air. Its a nice day today i thought to myself as i was walking past a brige ive decided to take a brake and look over the brige as i stood there i could feel something slightly pushing me to jump, sudenly someone started shouting "DONT DO IT ITS NOT WORTH IT!" I looked back it was Andrew my therapist, he took me to his car and then we talked about my problems how i dont want to leave how Amber is dead i felt better after that talk he drove me back home he asked if he could come in becouse theres something he has to do so I let him in, He took all sharp objects away from me and then smiled at me like nothing happend and said "You better get some sleep you had a hard day" I smiled back and said "ok" in a calm but sad voice. The moment he left i took my bag of weed out and rolled two nice big green joints and blacked out couse i couldnt fall asleep .
Chapter 3
Another death
When I woke up the next day and had my brakefast I looked at my phone and i had a missed call it was my mum i text her "hey, you ok" she text be back "im at the hospital didnt feel very well if you want to come and see me you can :) "sure mum im on my way"
20min later
"Hey mum how you doin" i asked
"Im feeling a bit better Thanks Alex" she smiled
"Mum i love you" i said in a smooth voice
she just laid there and looked at me like nothing in the world maters but just us. And sudenly see closed her eyes and the bleeb went onn to show that shes passing away "NURSE!! GET THE NURSE!!" i screamd in fair
but it was to late she was long gone i started crying just like when AMBER killed her self .
Chapter 4
last and final death
I got home graped a rope and turned the webcam on said my last word "To everyone that is watching this i just wanna say goodbye i loved and lost them all and so its my time now just know im in a better place"
then turned it off and saved the file i also have to text the therapist and say thank you
so i wrote "Thanks Andrew for saving my life once but this time you dont have goodbye your a great person save more lifes thanks once agian"
i wraped the rome around my throat and jumped just hanging there dying................."'GOODBYE" i muterd under my breath
THE END
