I didn't imagine that this things would turn out this way, I love him. yes I really do. but I think fate was really never on our side.
my tears starts to fall as soon as I closed my old notebook and put it in my shoulder bag. this contains all my experience's that not everyone knows. how much happiness and pain I've been through. I've done enough, I've cried tons of water and turn my back for everyone just to have him.
"baby, I love you so so so much and I would do anything just to make you happy. so..
if your not willing to go. I'll understand." he said
"no. I'll go with you."
I looked around this airport. gosh, I will surely miss this lovely country. but this is for me to move on with my life. for him.
