|Escapism|

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Hyunjin who was now sitting down on an empty couch while there were lights shining around him, He was holding a half drunken bottle of Vodka there was dry black eyeliner running down his face while his cherry red lipstick was messed up from his lips..

Now you wonder what happended right?

| FlashBack Towards 4: 45pm| 

" Hyung! I'm Home."  Hyunjin screamed while taking off his coat and his boots before walking up the brown coated steps, As he reached the door of him and Bangchan's bedroom until he heard... Moans?... He started to become nervous at the sudden noise he just heard but he slowly opened the door only to find Bangchan hovering over someone who was moaning loudly which caused him to gasp which his Boyfriend heard and moved off of the boy that was under him moaning his name. " Babe! It's not what it looks like!"  Bangchan yelled at Hyunjin while trying quickly to place back on his pants. Hyunjin looked at Bangchan while he felt tears flowing inside of his brown eyes before looking at the man that laying on his bed....Who was his own best friend Han fucking Jisung, He started feeling his blood boiling from sadness turning into anger because of what he just seen " What The fuck!" Hyunjin screamed at both of the men who were trying to quickly put their clothes on but Hyunjin couldn't think about what he was doing. He started walking towards " Boyfriend"  before slapping him which caused him to cover his cheek while watching Hyunjin walking over towards Jisung who was done putting on his clothes. " Hyunjin! I'm sorry..." Jisung who was crying his eyes out at Hyunjin but He seems don't give a fuck about that bullshit before pulling Jisung's hair and dragging him out of his bedroom, the stairs and finally the door, After Hyunjin dragged his " Best friend" out of his house he started storming towards his bedroom only to find him and His ex alone in the room. something was filling the air of the bedroom before Bangchan just walked out of the room without saying a word.... ( The man that I love sat me down last night and told me that it's over)

Hyunjin who was looking through his closet, He was still upset that his own boyfriend cheated on him with his best friend after all he did for him. He tried to shake his head about the thought he was thinking but he just couldn't, after scrolling through his closet he finally founded something that he could wear It was a black silk long sleeved dress that had dark red rubies at the end of the dress, He placed the dress carefully on his bed while grabbing some platform heels that were shiny black color that had a collar for the ankle that was painted with gold. Hyunjin walked into the bathroom then started looking into the mirror that had golden leaves around the rim, he started to apply black eyeliner before finishing he topped it off with a cherry lipstick then he walked out of the restroom towards the bed that lied his dress. ( in my little black dress, and this shit is sittin)

| End of FlashBack|

Hyunjin started drinking from the vodka bottle that he was holding from his left hand. He wished that he never met Bangchan in his life but he just couldn't get image of Han and him fucking while he was gone for fucking hours, Hyunjin gotten up from the royal blue couch towards a group of people who was sniffing cocaine and laughing at the table. As Hyunjin stopped towards one of the men who was stopped laughing and touching their red nose maybe trying to hold the cocaine from falling onto the ground. " Want some?" One of the other men asked him with a grin to form his lips. " Yeah sure..." Hyunjin asked  while walking towards the man who was holding a small but white stick which caused him to grab it before holding towards the small line of cocaine that was on the table, He wanted to stop for a minute until he started remembering what happend back at home " Fuck it..." Hyunjin muttered under his breath before sniffing the cocaine into his nose. After he gotten finished with that, he felt like he was going crazy Hyunjin started seeing colors all around the night club which caused him to chuckle before leaning back into the chair that was next to the table he just snorted on. As He was sitting he saw a full bottle of some red wine, Hyunjin reached for the bottle before grabbing it and opening the top while walking out of the room then walking pass the group of men towards the crowd of people who were dancing towards the music. (  Streets by Doja Cat  and S&m by Rihanna : Song Suggestion) 


As Hyunjin who was drinking from the bottle, he started moving his hips to the music that was playing he tried to get the memories of him and Bangchan out of his mind...But he couldn't he needed someone that could treat him better than he did. But who? As Hyunjin was swinging his hips towards the music he was still holding the wine bottle in his right hand before feeling someone lightly touching his hips while moving closer towards him, he felt the person's warm breathe on the back of his neck which caused him to turn around to face the person. Only to see a man that had mid length brown hair, red cherry plump lips, and freckles, The man even looked like he came out of a Bl book or a drama Hyunjin started looking closely at the man facial features without realizing that the man started talking to him " Hey...I'm lee Felix You?" The sudden deep voice made him dropping back into reality " Uhm I'm Hwang Hyunjin...." He responded back.

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| 10:23pm| 

" Fuck!"  Hyunjin started moaning after feeling Felix pushing deeper inside of him, he started feeling like he was on cloud 9. Hyunjin pushed his head back onto the red pillow while Felix was hovering over him and started moving more faster which caused Hyunjin to wrap his legs around his waist, He felt like his body was ready to explode because Everytime him and Bangchan always have sex it never felt like this. He was moaning even more louder than he was a few hours ago, Hyunjin's hands started gripping Felix's shoulders as he felt him hitting his g spot every second of the movement until he felt something filling him up then he heard a heavy groan coming from the man that was hovering over him before moving away from Hyunjin then laying next to him. Hyunjin was shocked but kept his cool " Your Pretty you know..." He heard from Felix who was slowly falling asleep but Hyunjin turned his head towards the man who was finally sleeping. Then slowly he started falling asleep...

'|Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night|