Chapter 1

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    My life was normal before I met him. My life was crazy already, I didn't need him in my life. But after one incident my life changed for the better.

It all started when I fell for him (literally)

I wake up in the morning and take a shower. I get out and put my clothes on. Since I'm a nerd I don't wear skirts or tight clothing, I'm not like other girls 😔

 Since I'm a nerd I don't wear skirts or tight clothing, I'm not like other girls 😔

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After that, i go downstairs and eat breakfast. I don't wear makeup since I'm a nerd 🤓

I slowly creep to the kitchen; I have to be careful since my father beats me for every little thing I do. Since I'm a nerd I don't defend myself😔

I'm so weak and I'm reminded of that everyday by my abusive father. It's been like that since my mom left. I remind him of her all the time.

I get punched, slapped, thrown and burned by him everyday like it's a routine. I have to wear long sweaters hide my scars. Even taking a shower hurts.

I quietly try to prepare his breakfast because I'm expected to make his breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday ☹️
While I was cooking the eggs the pan let out some loud sizzling. Immediately I heard my father wake up. I panicked and dropped the plate next to me.

I hear big footsteps walking down the stairs and next thing I know I'm in the floor. I feel a burning sensation on my check. He punched me.

"That's what you get for being such a fugly bitch, you do everything wrong you dumb whore, you're just like your fucking mother who left me just to marry the guy she was fucking this whole. Your mother left you because she doesn't love you and neither do I you fucking whore slut!!! I hope you fucking die! You mean nothing to me!!!"

He continued to slam, slap me, punch me, and kick me. I didn't cry because I'm used to this. I'm a strong girl, I'll never cry because of my father. After a while he left me there and went to the kitchen. I laid down on the ground, unmoving. Unfortunately this is my life😣 welcome😞

Well I get up because I'm going to be late to school. I walk since I don't have a car like the cool kids do. And if I take the school bus, I'm just going get bullied. It's a 40 minute walk from my house so I better get going. It's 95 degrees out and I'm starting to get hot in my XXLarge black sweatshirt, but I can't take it off because I can't let anyone see my scars 😔

I get to school sweating and looking like I'm discomposing but I'm like that every day so. When I walk in to the school I felt trash being thrown at me. I didn't do nothing but look at the ground. As a nerd I can't speak out and be an alpha male like Andrew Tate😞

I'm walking in the halls and everyone keeps bumping into me. And I hear everyone calling me names... "Omg what a slut" "look at that fugly looking nerd" "why does even exist" "can't she just die 💁🏻‍♀️"

I tinned to the bathroom and went into a stall and cried my balls out. Why me!!!! Why my life??!!! 🤦‍♀️ like I'm slay not stray!!!!

I stay in the bathroom for a bit until I realize I'm late to class. So I run out of the bathroom with 800mps speed until I hit the thickest most fattest wall in my life and I fall down in my head.

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