~Princess~

Part 8

Izukus pov

I feel empty my moms funeral was horrible I felt ashamed I was the reason she died maybe if I wasn't alive she would of never died by my father. I haven't said a lot of words to anyone I only say a couple words and when I do there really quiet I usually use sign language Khalil knows some so it works out I feel like he doesn't actually love me I mean who would I'm a boy who's a fag who dad abused him and watch his mother die and didn't do anything. I feel disgusting I don't feel like me I'm paranoid every second of my life I constantly get flash backs and bad dreams I'm currently having my headphones in my ear with music on full blast music is everything to me it's like a get away from life. (This is so real I don't know what I would do without music but right now I'm listening to what a time)

I'm just sitting down on Khalil bed he's at school I don't even go to school anymore like that it's currently 3:59 so Khalil will be home soon. I didn't even realize I was crying the song birthday cake came on and it reminded me of my mom so much I started crying harder why did she have to go why not me. I didn't hear the door open "hey baby do you care if I touch you" I just nodded no he picked me up and sat me on his lap I hugged him and started to break down sh-she didn't deserve this Kha-Khalil why her why not me he just started to play with my hair trying to calm me down I just screamed and started to punch him why did she leave me I needed her why why why why why she said she would never leave me she lied "princess you need to calm down please your mom loves you she would never want to see like this and she wouldn't want you to blame yourself"

I was now laying in his lap while I played with his fingers and he was messing with my hair. My voice hurt I haven't talked in like 3 weeks and I was talking a lot "Khalil how can you love somebody like me" he looked down at me the way he looked at me made me fall in love with him all over again he looked at me like I was treasure or something so much more than that. "Why wouldn't I love you I can give you a list but it will last for years but might as well name 1 percent of it. lets start shall we well first I love you so much and I wouldn't change you for the world I would die for you your so beautiful. I love your smile your freckles your hair those green eyes that shimmer when you like something. That smile is amazing I love how strong you are and kind. The way you would help a dude that killed millions of people but you would see the best in them your a fighter. I smiled I haven't smiled in awhile he made my hole mood switch  "there it is  that smile and green eyes that glow" now come on I'm taking you on a date and it's fancy so dress up I already made reservations so you can't say no cause they already to took my money.

What will izuku wear on this fancy date will it go good or bad will izukus dad come after him we might never know we'll y'all won't I will see you next time or maybe this is the last time you will see izuku and Khalil or me idk your just going to have to find out bye loves!