Everyday all he felt was nothing but an empty heart.Every sweat,every wounds and every pain.He had covered it as delicately as possible.As he carries his scars proudly.As the only reminder of what he had endure to become like this.
"Again"
Orochimaru said,his own mentor.After the night of agony and torture.Sasuke had dedided that no matter how he plead,his father would never change the way it is.
He had practically disowned him if it werent for his mother caring him still.Itachi had also tries to do so but because of their fathers clutch.Itachi had been away almost everyday.Being the next successor of the clan,Itachi had a little time actually being with his younger brother when he needed him the most.
It was actually surprising that Fugaku still let him set foot on their manor.But he thought that maybe because of his mothers word and support that he still had a will to even live on their house and carry their lastname.
But when it came unbearable to him,Sasuke had decided to take matters on his own hand.He was still continuing his studies.And everybody had known the changes that was happening to him.
After she left,Sasuke's demeanor changes.He cant help but blame her but at the same time he cant.It was her choice to do so,but it still pains him to think that she didnt even think of his feelings.It was apparent she knew she can never be accepted on their family at even worse,being pregnant at such a young age and now that Sasuke had been practically living in hell because of it.
So when he accidentally bumps on someone at the nearby street,where he was mindlessly walking.Because Fugaku had cutted all the connections and their driver to never give Sasuke a ride.And let him walk from School to their house.
It was cruel but he will endure it if its the only way he would still be accepted.
But it was pissing him off,so when he bumped on someone.Or more likely this stranger had bump on him.He had planned to just bow his head and move past but the stranger calls out for him.
"Foolish young boy"
It was the moment,Sasuke had come to his senses.All this time of being dependent on his family's status.Meeting Uchiha Madara changes something on him.
His uncle was a renowned Yakuza leader.But for the sake of the reputation of the Uchiha's name,he had stayed hidden.Away from the picture of the Uchiha's proud clan.
Madara decided to build his own empire.The Yakuza.Sasuke thought it was just a family stories about it.But seeing the truth,and the invitation that he had offered.
Sasuke didnt even think twice.Besides he had nothing to lose if he will join his uncle.Except he knows it will break his mothers heart.
The only person who had stood up for him.But Sasuke cannot stay being dependent on his mother to protect him.He needs to stand up for himself.He was disowned anyway,even if he will run away.Fugaku wouldn't blink.He had Itachi as a successor to be busy for,to even think of another son to pay attention to.
And so,packing his bags in the middle of the night.Only taking the things he values the most.A picture frame.It was him and her.They were smiling,without knowing what will happen in he future.
Clutching the frame hardly,Sasuke gritted his teeth and finishes his packing.As he took another long gaze at his room.
He stares at the other picture frame on his desk.It was his mothers.He didnt have a choice.And as painful as it is to leave his mother without a goodbye,Sasuke straightens his back and took a deep breath.
"Im sorry,mother"
He bows his head along with his upper body.He didnt even notice the tear that had fallen from his eyes.
This is the last time he will cry.He swore that in the near future he will comeback stronger than ever.
"I love you,and Happy birthday....."
The curtains flowing by the night,the moonlight shining from the creak of the windows lighting up the dark room.As the eerily quite sound of night.
Sasuke disappears.
"Sakura...."
And without him knowing,two days from now.Their little bundle of joy will be born.At the flock of spring of March.A wail of cries was heard.
As Mebuki shakingly breath out,her eyes staring at the baby on her hands.
She looks back at her daughters tired expression.
"Its a girl..."
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