Violet and Sophie

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"HOLY SHIT! MOM ARE YOU OK? CAN YOU HEAR ME? MOM? MOM?? FATHER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? YOU MONSTER!" When I didn't hear anything from them I ran into the hallway where they were, just as I did the last time I found my mom... and that was the last time I found her...

But here she was, it was too late, she had already been beheaded, killed by the monster that she loved, just like I had. There was a long moment of silence as we both stood there staring at each other, I couldn't make myself move, I couldn't bring myself to hurt her, to cause her any pain, so I didn't move at all. But she walked past me and pressed herself against the bathroom wall, sobbing uncontrollably."Sophie... Please... It's alright, I am here." She didn't respond, didn't even seem to hear me at all, she just continued to cry. I still wanted to comfort her, to comfort her from all the pain she was going through, but I couldn't do it, I was just as heartbroken as she was, I just couldn't allow myself to try and make her feel better.Finally she put her head in her hands, and fell to the ground. I didn't know what to do. I could not bring myself to touch her, it wasn't because I thought she would hate me or that she was in pain, but because I knew that it was the last time I would ever touch her."I love you Sophie." I finally said, though it was mostly a whisper, even though I could barely even speak, "I have been in love with you for as long as I can remember, even before I knew how to talk, even before I knew how to walk." I felt like my lungs were being crushed by a million walls of ice, unable to actually scream out how I felt, I just cried, "And I will love you for as long as I live, and I will love you for as long as you will love me. I'm so sorry for leaving you. I'm so sorry for everything that I did, everything that I would have done for you. I promise I will never leave you again, I will be there every step of the way. I just wish that we had met in a different world, a world where no one was afraid. We could have gotten married and had a happy life." I couldn't think of anything else to say, I was drowning in emotions that I couldn't control."I love you too, even though you said not to." She looked up at me, her face tear-stained, her lips quivering, "You did the right thing, you have always been the right choice, everything you have done has been to protect me, I love you too, I love you more than anyone else, more than dad, more than anyone I have ever loved in my life. I will love you until the day I die, and I will love you until the day I die because that is what you deserve, the person I need to be with. Thank you, I love you."I felt completely lost, suddenly, we were looking at each other, almost exactly the same way we did that day, exactly like that day when I found her, and I could tell that she was crying even harder than me, I knew it was over, I knew that this was the last time I would ever see her, the last time I would ever hear her voice."I love you Violet. Farewell."She grabbed my hand, my hand that was covered in blood, and she pulled me closer. It hurt to hug her, it hurt to see her, she was bleeding and in pain, but I didn't care, all I could think about was how much I loved her. I let go of her hand, and ran away from her, she was calling out for me, "Violet! VIOLET!" But I couldn't turn back. I ran as fast as I could, I couldn't stop. I couldn't look back. I knew that if I did, I would break down, I would sob and sob until I was too tired to continue.I wasn't sure how long I ran, but I eventually found a clearing, a nice big clearing, and I knew it was the end, I just hoped that I would die there in the clearing, that way she wouldn't have to look for me, she could let me go, and she could be happy.I collapsed in the clearing, sobbing, and finally I fell asleep.And then I was woken up."VIOLET!" I jumped up, I was not sure what had woken me up, but there she was, her face was covered in mud, blood and tears, she was completely unrecognizable, but she was still sophie. She was still in that same spot. I ran over to her, I hugged her, I cried and cried, because I realized that she was never coming back, never, ever. She was just lying there, bleeding, and crying, all for nothing.My head swam, I just laid down on the ground and cried, I was a terrible person, I should have stayed, but I couldn't, I couldn't be in my own head, the world was too big for me."I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's not your fault. I didn't mean to. I didn't plan to. I just thought she was someone else." She started sobbing. "I just thought she was your friend, I'm so sorry. Please, just tell me that I did the right thing, that I did the best thing for you. I want to know that I did the right thing, I want to know that you'll be okay.""I don't want you to be sad, I don't want to be alone, so please, if you can, be my friend, I need someone else to talk to. If you have to be my friend forever, then be my friend for life."And then she was hugging me. She was so full of energy, so beautiful, so strong. I was so impressed. She finally let go of me, and I looked at her, she was crying, and her eyes were red, and the blood on her neck was getting on her top, and I put my arms around her, and I hugged her tight."I love you, Soph. I will never forget you, and I will never be able to thank you enough for what you've done for me. You are one of the best friends I could ever ask for.I love you. Not just as a friend. I promise you that I will never be alone again, I will always have you, no matter what happens. If I die, I want you to remember me, and I want you to tell everyone that I died happy. I will never forget you, you are the best person I've ever met. I promise, I will never forget you. I love you."And she let go of me, and I looked up at her, and her eyes were clear, she was happy, and she smiled at me. She always had a smile on her face, even when she was sad, I never saw her sad, even when she was hurt."Why are you crying?" I asked her."I'm crying because you have no idea how much I love you, and I will never stop, not ever, not ever, I love you. I love you, I love you."I wiped her tears away with my hands, and we kissed, and then I got up, and we hugged again."Sophie, I know you'll never stop loving me, that you'll never get tired of hugging me, or think about how much of a nuisance I am. But, right now, I just want you to be happy, if you don't ever stop hugging me, I'll make sure you don't ever have to worry about that again."She finally smiled. She hugged me again."I will never let you worry about that, I'll love you forever."This is what I remember about her. This is what I want to remember about her. The light in her eyes, the shining moment when I finally understood that she loved me, and she would always love me. I am not ready to say goodbye, because she is not ready to say goodbye.Eventually, she went home to her parents. I came here, and saw that she left. I saw it all. And it broke me.We talked on MSN. She said how much she missed me, she said how sorry she was. She said how much she loved me. She said we would always have each other, and that she didn't regret the time we spent together, but she did regret hurting me. I told her that I forgave her, that I loved her, and that I would be waiting for her. I said that I was already going to live my life, and that I would do it in the way that she wanted me to, and I promised that if we ever got separated, we'd never forget about eachother. THE END 


holy hell this is actually so good 

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