"Never Again You Broke Me" [Sterek]

Chapter 1

My story is going to be from Stiles point of view unless I say so. Got that.

It's Stiles is eighteenth birthday and no even remembered?

I was sitting at home after the last day I am going to school. I hate school, the people there, being surrounded by people, and most of all the food. I have decided to do online schooling. Scott is thinking about it to. Hmm funny to think it is already five pm and I am hoping someone will tell me something like Happy Birthday Stiles. Not one person has told me Happy Birthday or some shit like that. Not one fucking person. I get a call from Derek?

"Hello Stiles."

"What the hell do you want can't you tell I am busy?" I said out of angrier and I really didn't know what I said until I said it. I wish I didn't open my mouth.

"One don't talk to me like that I was just calling because I needed someone to talk to about someone and something. Two no because its after school and you normally aren't doing shit. Three I guess it's to important now that I am thinking about it to tell someone like you." He said I could tell he was pissed and upset.

"Der.." Before I could even finish or tell him sorry because well I guess no ones my feelings for him.

"Just forget it Stiles. It was stupid to call you out of all the people I could had called. Tell anyone I called you and a swear I will ripe your throat out with my teeth. Better yet just forget about me." He said yelling into the phone and then hung up.

We had gotten close this past two weeks I started getting feelings for him. He was all I thought about. I felt a strong pain in my chest and I couldn't take it any more. I had the worse day ever so far.

"Everyone basically forgot my FUCKING Birthday but I remember everybody else's god damn birthday. I was sitting in class earlier and people kept talking shit about me. I got into a god damn fight again at lunch and had to sit in the office the rest of the day. Someone keeps messaging me shit on Facebook and over texts. I can't take this anymore. " I yell at the mirror in my bathroom before I punched it knowing my dad wasn't going to be home until later. The blood dripped from am hand on to the sink. I looked around for my razorblade and I grin when I find it. I put it in my pocket. Walking back to my bedrooms window I open the hatch and climb to the roof and just sit there.

"Who would care if I am gone?" I say as I pull my razorblade out and drag it across my skin on both arms and thighs.

"Who would care if I just left and died right now." I started cutting deeper and deeper Looking up at the clouds.

"This is my beauty life." I say before I dragged it up and down my arm one last time hitting a major blood vessel. I stare at the blood dripping off and onto the roof.

"Stiles" I hear someone yell. I smile then everything went black.
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I wake up in the hospital? But its not the hospital? Crap. The walls keep spinning and spinning . The walls went from a blue color to very tall white walls and one glass wall were I see everyone who hates me and Derek. Their faces start to drip with blood. I run to the glass and put my hands on it as I start to see Derek fade away into the crowd. He is holding up six fingers. I turn around to see me in a bed and someone leaning over me "wake up stiles its been six days" I hear someone whisper Scott? o look to see who the person is it's Scott. I walk up to see him whispering the same thing over and over again. I turn around again and see my mother and a bright light behind her.

"Mother?" I look at her confused.

"You shouldn't be here Stiles. It is not your time Stiles.." she says smiling. "Scott needs you. You need to wake up." I see her disappear and I start saying "Wake up Stiles" over and over even tho I want to but don't at the same time.. Everything starts getting brighter.
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I still can't open my eyes and I can tell that I am in a hospital. I feel someone standing over me whispering into my ear "Stiles please wake the hell up I need you." I knew it was Scott from the voice. I open my eyes and move my hand to Scotts arm.

"Stiles" he screams and I see Peter walk in.

"See Scott told you he would wake up. I am always right. Should I call Derek He asked me to call him when you woke up" Peter says. I roll my eyes and look at Scott.
"He asked me the same thing." I sat up and Scott hugged me.

"Its whatever." I roll my eyes again and hug him back. "You need to lay down." Both Scott and peter says I try to answer but someone walks in. "Can I talk to him alone Scott and Peter." Of Fucking course it is Derek.

"Yay OK my and Scott has to go pick up people anyways for something."

"we do ?" Scott asked confused "Oh ya me do" He rolled his eyes and left with Peter. Derek comes in and sits down in the chair beside me. It was a good ten minutes before he said something.

"Look Stiles I am sorry for what happened six days ago But you didn't need to so shit like this. What the hell were you thinking that no one would care? Because I sure as yell do. I am the one who found your ass. I saw you sitting on your roof. I should tell from miles away there was something wrong so I called you and got pissed off so I walked to see you Bleeding to fucking death. What is wrong with you?" He says whisper yelling.

"You." I whisper so softly to were he could not really hear me..

"What did you say Stiles?"

"Nothing I said nothing important what happened to you wanting me to forget your ass." I sat up and looked him dead in the eyes.