Max x Male reader

Dread feelings

Y/n pov
Dear diary, Just by looking at me how do you think you would describe probably describe me as somebody who's shut up don't talk much and just stays in the shadows watches people so they can actually understand and so when they actually have a conversation with a person they want to say because they see so many people mess up before or maybe not
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Dear diary,We were doing activities as before but usually I skip out on them because apparently David just doesn't notice which is surprising seems like he cares for everybody especially Max... I don't know.. but it's weird you know I'm not the type to do that and people know that for a fact I'm A person who keeps things close to the chest basically I am what you would call an spectator theater in those each step of the other person is going to make it because they're watching them that's the best way to put it I guess I mean take this perfect it's been some time since I've been camp I have made friends with Preston he made me try on a couple of his outfits I'll tell you about that later both of the magic kids... they kind of get on my nerves about how much The big is about the dumbest things like evil basically fiction it's all just a slip and the rest will kind of meal told me that he did a trip that he still has no idea how he did it and he wants to grab Harrison by the throat.. and then he hit me in the side of my shoulders from making a dirty joke but he gives the best opportunity honestly...
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Dear diary, do you know what the funny thing is people don't want to guess that I have a diary but that's because I'm way more secretive when it comes to put the stuff in the Pages about personal life... anyways today was kind of interesting well first off it was parents day... wooo.. i've always hated those things especially when your dad supposedly works at a cool job everybody thinks he's amazing when reality he isn't but you know people don't know how to think, everybody has a  dark past secret, something you regret dreadfully or a family member that you wish wasn't your family member you know but luckily I learned a lot today especially about other families... The main ones being Harrison Max Nikki and Nerf... and maybe Preston along with Our a little Hitler...
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Dear diary, i've been having weird feelings... I like it and don't like it at the same time you know first time it happens I just always pushed it away never have a chance.... Anyways I did the one thing I promised myself never to do again... I talked about my personal life... surprising yeah I wish I can slap myself across the face right now but I can't because that would make a way to Loud and Preston would wake up immediately so.. anyways I found Max out on the docks as usual I couldn't sleep and I decided to walk out to the docks and honestly I don't regret it.. I Think I don't know early I'm just confused....
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