blue and grey

chapter 1

new beginnings..?

Covid times.

Sitting in online classes for the first time feeling so glad there was no school, experimenting with Google Classroom and later giggling on. Life felt perfect, as someone who hated school, this was an opportunity to never let go and so I enjoyed as much as I can.

Upon hearing this may stay for another week I was disappointed but got excited knowing I'd meet my best friends soon.

My parent got called out to discuss something, I couldn't help but  to check why. It sounded important, way important then I had anticipated. I wished I never overheard it.

My face dropped, tears filled up my water line. No, please no.

I was moving, that early. Although we were set to move 3 years prior to today, it all happened so quick. It was overwhelming to know I would be leaving my home town, my best friends who i had pinky promised that I'll never leave.

I hated this feeling, the feeling of ignorance, the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of losing everything.

 Where is my angel? 

I want my angel, I can't cope up with this, I really cannot.

The end of a tiring day. 

I wish this day would come a little further away, maybe then i could treat this in a better way.

Someone come and save me, please 

I really want someone to rescue me and take me, in a better and happy place.

Is overshadowed by a sigh

I am just tired, in fact fed up.

10 year old me couldn't do anything about it, though. It made everyone happy. Who was I to interfere? I stayed quite and let everyone take me to a place where I knew would never be like Multan, my everything. I knew for a fact that NO ONE can be like my friends.

Welcome to a new start, I guess.

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