Sugarhill Imagine

Missing you part 1 -Notti Osama

Sugar hill, Harlem
Her house
Y/n (angel) Diaz pov:
Today marks the 2 day since my boyfriend of 4 year died known as notti osama. I was just crying because we really had plans I was just talking to him on the phone what felt like yesterday but I just remember everything we talked about the music shit and having kid and getting married , till all that was shortened when he was on a train platform and he got stabbed once in the stomach by one of his opps but today was the balloon release. I got out my bed and went to my bathroom and showered and brush my pearly whites and did his favorite hair style he always loved me wearing

The hairstyle:

Her outfit:

        As I started to walk out I look everywhere and I just broke down because it was still like he was still here we was just watching movies and cuddling together laughing at all these goofy that was always dissing and spinning our opps blocks. I just walked out and locked the door behind me and waited outside on my phone till jstar picked me he finally pulls up "hey mh how you been doing" jstar asked "trying to make it out here keep my self busy in the Stu hbu" I said  good he responded we get out the car going the ballon's place to get the white and blue balloons

Time skip.....

"On the count of 3 we going to say everything for notti 1..2..3.." jstar yelled and we all said everything for notti I really didn't want to let go of my balloon because dis really mean goodbye till Dd and Ddot came and and told me everything was going be alright and we all released the balloon together as I just cried see I was a tough person and I didn't cry in front of anyone I MEAN anybody not even my parents. But today I was very much stressed like I can't do this no more

"I just want to see him again so I just kiss him and hug him" I whisper to myself

Dd Osama pov:

We was all at notti ballon releases and me and Ddot spot Angel having trouble letting her balloon go ik we all hurt but not like angel like they was with each other 25/8 so we walked over there and told her it going to be alright and helped her as she cried momma Osama came over and just hugged her while crying after we leave me and angel and the rest of the gang look up to the sky and whispered a little pray before leaving the park. Then we all go to angels house so she won't do nothing dumb because she will do anything to see notti even if it means ending it all and we was scared so we stayed there for a few days.

Notti Osama pov:

I just looking down at all mhs and I see my wife breaking down see now this girl is a gangster she never cry in front
of people because she took that as a weakness but I just want her to know I always going to be there for her and the guys and I want them to finish our dreams I want her to find someone like she found me just someone she can love on but she said she just wanted me to stay with her that day and told me she had a bad feeling about me going to the train and instead of listening I just kissed her goodbye and left and then she got that call I was dead she only cried she comes to my grave sight ever once and then but she always sad and her baby bump growing 

#lln #e4n
What y'all think about this one I was kinda crying writing this but yea vote
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