first love (based on true story).

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This is my story. Not gonna lie I will write every single thing about him and me because I have no one to tell this story.

I am a typical teenager who is not very pretty but not ugly. I sometimes get complement for how I look or how I dress. I love cats and dogs but i prefer cats more.

The story goes like after lockdown I am a different person. I become that type of girl who likes boys with long hair covering their eyes, or basically boy who have medium length hair or wolfcut.

Typically I don't like to talk about boys with my friends because they can't understand how I feel. And by the way my taste in boys is bad.

My first love was a senior whom I thought as a brother at first but as we talked more I grew fond of him and started developing feelings for him . At first we used to talk a lot, like alot but after sometime he got a girlfriend and i was left alone . It's not like he didn't talk to me but it was that i was insecure about my looks and couldn't confess to him. He used to approach me in school when we meet at breaks or lunch time but he used to be with his girlfriend all the time. His girlfriend knew I liked him so she always stood between us. And to be honest I don't like to be the third wheel so I gave up on him.

I told about him to my friends. But all they did was make fun of me telling me that why do I like a boy who is older then me Or he is so ugly blah blah blah....

Eventually it took 1 month to get rid of my 3 year old crush. Thinking about it now feels like I was really immature for having to like a guy for 3 straight years..

Let's move on to the main story.

In school.There was this guy who had his hair like he will join army soon . Typically bald but his small hair used to stood like he got electrocuted.... Me and my friends used to call him current man.(we were such a child back then). I don't like to study but I like to stay in library reading my own books which I used to bring from home .. School library used to be empty usually because no one used to come that much unless they had their incomplete work to do or read books.

Me and my friends used to go library all the time when exams or weekly tests used to come..

It was break time so me and my friends usually meet at library but that day i was a bit late because I had to go washroom.. When I opened the door to library as usual the seat I always took was empty but all my friends had sat opposite to my seat . I sat on my seat a said why no one is sitting with me . They said the seat was taken as I noticed there was a book on the table. Suddenly I heard a chair beside me being pulled and saw a man sitting on that chair. I looked up to see the current boy sitting beside me and taking the book that I had noticed. I stood up from my seat and quickly went to sit beside my friend. They told me that the current boy had taken out seat so they were sitting opposite of him.

Like that only time flew by and I couldn't help but notice that the current boy was actually cute. He had monolids and pretty small eyes. He looked like a sloth. If anybody sees him their first impression will be like man that boy looks like he hasn't slept for years .
He was tall had short hair (buzz cut).

Like that only my heart began skipping a beat everytime I saw him. Every morning when I used to come school I used to see him walking the same road as me but he was slow as hell so I gave him a secret name preety sloth boy, that only I used to call him.. He was not that handsome or pretty but For me he looked so innocent like a child.. My friends were quite different because they didn't saw him as handsome as I did...

My feelings only grew stronger when he came to my class as a senior when all the teachers were in meeting (in my school all the senior are send to different classes to keep them quite when teachers are in meeting). He was only two grade senior than me. Our seats are changed according to weekly basis or monthly so me and my friend had to seat in the first bench which sucked but that day when I saw him up close my cheeks were as red as an apple. I was thankfull for the first time because I was in first bench. Mr sloth and I had shared a small but enough for me eye contact which I couldn't forget..

I always tried to find his insta account but I couldn't.

It's was our finals as I am at home preparing for my exams . When I was scrolling through insta I saw my senior post photos in their stories and post. But the thing that cought my eye was that Mr sloth was also in one of the photos. But unfortunately he wasn't tagged in the posts. . I got desperate so I took a screen shot of the post and send it to my detective friends.

First of all they questioned me that why did I want that boys account. I answered that one of my friend liked him so I needed their help. I did not told them that it was for me.

It took like two days and my friends told that he doesn't have ig because they saw that nobody had tagged him in their photos or anywhere. I got heart broken.

Hey guys if u like this story please tell me I will release it's second part.