Mattheo Riddle One Shots

Crush

It's like he's messing with me, with my head and my mind just making me go insane. I want him but I know I can't for many many reasons. My parents would not like it and think I'm not okay, my friends would think I'm very weird and probably hate me for lying to them about him. Everyone would think I'm psycho for liking the son of you know you and I find it weird too.

No wait. I just admitted it.

No I don't like him, he just says the right things at the right time I guess. Frick.

I hate the way he makes me feel like I can trust him then next moment he's telling me stupid things bringing up his girls and bringing up the boys that want me. I hate the way he tries to flirt with me saying I've appeared in his dream or he would like for me to make him shut up, like I did in his dream or whatever! I hate the way he comes up to me in the halls and trips me as he walks behind me and quickly walks away acting like he did nothing. But as he walks away I stare at his tall figure walking into his class and his uniform everyday which btw I really like his shoes.

Then I remember that I like the way he makes me feel like I can speak freely what's on my mind without being judged... sometimes. Or when he answers my annoying questions that I love to bother him with. Maybe I just like all his flaws and the things I 'hate' are really just things I try not to think I like about him.

I could go on and on but what's the point.

I already know. I like Mattheo Riddle. The son of you know who, the boy who gets in fights getting detention all the time. The boy my friends are too afraid to be near, the boy my parents use as a bad example when speaking to my little brother about bad people. I like him.

A knock on my door startled me out of my thoughts. "Who is it?" I called out.

"Pansy!" The voice on the other side yelled back.

I went over and opened the door to reveal Parkinson's face, "oh I'm sorry, I'm kind of busy right now. Can we speak later?"

She simply nods and turns around. My goodness why am I like this? All because of stupid, perfect freaking Mattheo. I feel like I wanna see him every second of the day, feel the butterflies he gives me by just simply standing beside me.

I need to see him. And so that's what I'm doing, I'm heading straight for him dorm. But as I make my way there, I hear rummaging inside his bedroom. I listen closely as I hear what seems to be kissing noises and whimpers or moans. Oh no. No no no, why am i so stupid.

I had no words to say or think. I didn't know what to do. I felt this lump in my throat, I needed to cry immediately and I wasn't going to cry here so I quickly headed back to my dorm bursting into tears when the door shuts. I sat against the door crying hugging my knees closely. I knew he liked someone else, I knew he would eventually get with her or eventually they'd be something.

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The next few days I had been avoiding Mattheo. He would say something little or come up to me but I'd roll my eyes at him or just walk away which he didn't seem to mind since he'd just walk away as well.

One day as I was in the library studying with my friend group he walked up to us and began teasing my friends. I kept my head down and avoided eye contact with him, I was writing stuff down and talking to my friend Alex when I heard my name being called. I ignored it and kept talking to Alex but suddenly I felt an arm on me, "hey! I'm talking to you!" I looked up with tears in my eyes at Mattheo, his eyebrows together and he examined my face.

He grabbed my arm and dragged me outside the library and outside in the courtyard.

"What's wrong with you? You've been ignoring me and I'm sick of it!" I didn't know what to say or do at that moment, "I-I don't know Mattheo! I really don't know and I just don't feel like talking to you okay!" I couldn't look at him with these stupid tears in my eyes so I looked away but he grabbed my face with his fingers and forced me to look at him. "What's wrong you, tell me" I wondered if I should tell him.

"It doesn't matter anymore Mattheo" he looked down at my lips and I saw but maybe it was an accident right? "Yk what, no. I like you Mattheo and it's been like this for a while but I didn't wanna have those feelings for you and at first I didn't know what I was feeling but then I realized I did and then I was going to tell you or something but I couldn't because I knew you liked another girl and other girls so I couldn't do anything and-"

I felt a pair of lips on mine and all I could feel in that moment was his soft lips on mine and the way my stomach flipped. I wanted more but no. I pulled away first and I could feel my cheeks super red, I was nervous and so was he because he smiled and looked away licking his lips.

He looked back at me and said "I'm sorry I didn't realize but- but I feel the same y/n." Wtf. Wtf. Wtf. Oh my gosh I'm panicking.

"Really?" I asked him. Stupid y/n.

"Yes really" I sighed and knew that whatever was gonna come out my mouth next is bad, "the other day I was going to tell you about all this and then I went to your dorm which I really wish I didn't because I heard something I didn't want to."

He took a second to think, he looked at me confused and then the realization hit him. "OH!" His eyes widened and he tried his hardest not to laugh, I crossed my arms and gave him a serious look. He cleared his throat after he finally calmed down and said "okay I'm sorry you had to hear that, it was a girl and you know how many want me? That's not the point, point is I'm sorry you had to hear that and especially when you had the balls to tell me."

I just looked down at my feet not wanting to look up and face him. Suddenly I heard Pansy's laugh coming closer, we both looked the way the laughter was coming from. She turned and saw us as well and shouted "hey guys!" She ran to us and asked "what are you guys doing out here... alone?" I chuckled and looked at Mattheo waiting for him to answer, "I'm talking to my crush what do you mean?"

Pansy's eyes widened "omg you told her!!" Mattheo laughed and she jumped up and down, "omg we need to celebrate this at The Three Broomsticks PLEASE" and we all took off.