DECEPTION

CHAPTER 3

SEOKJIN POV

I starting to open my eyes. I was blinking because my vision is still blurry. When I seen a woman thats crying, shes hugging me.

Who are you? I almost whispered.

Ilya Im your mother don't you remember? She ask me.

I just shake my head. I really didn't know this people. Where is Jungkook?. I thought to my self.

A man came running, with a doctor beside him.

Who are you people? I ask.

They seems to be shock.

I was feel dizzy. I hold my head.

I think the doctors came to me the its all black.

I don't know how long I've been sleeping. But when I woke up again, it was dark. But the same lady was smiling at me then she begun to cry.

Ilya my baby, I knew that you will wake up.

Who is Ilya? I ask the crying lady while she's holding my hand.

You, your Ilya. Don't you remember?

I shake again my head.

Its fine baby, you don't need to think much. You only need to know that from now on I will be taking care of you. Okay. And you will come to our house if your not sick. Okay. She said so assuring.

My tears fell down on my cheeks, because I never felt love in my own mother before. This is new, even before they knew I'm gay.

She was always busy with her friends and when Jimin came out, she only cherish and love him. I was just an outcast in my own home.

I think, this is the gift that God sent me.

Wait baby, I will just call your father. She said and stop crying.

I just nod.

Hello, love Ilya is awake again. Were having a conversation.

Love please, don't tell unnecessary thinks to him, because hes amnesia might became severe. Said the man on the other line.

Yes, dont worry. I don't tell him. I just assure him that he will be fine with us.

Good Love, I will be there after an hour. I will just finished something in the office.

Okay, see you late. Goodbye love.

Goodbye love. Said the man that end the call.

the woman get turn around and face me.

Ilya thank you have chosen to come back to us. She just smile again.

I don't know her, but she seems to be kind and I think I will be fine.

Does your body hurt? She ask.

I smile. I sake my head. And said No. I'm fine.

She replied with a smile. Do you want to eat? She ask.

Come to think of it, I'm thirsty. So I ask.
Can I get some water? Please.

Is that all? She answer. I just nod in response.

Here. She said as she grab a bottle from the side table.

I drink like no tomorrow, I finish a one bottle.

Can I have more. I said.

Yes. She get another one.

Thank you. I said.

Do you want fruits? But it's okay if you don't want.

Can I eat that. I pointed the apple.

As I pointed the apply I saw my fingers, it's to skinny.

Okay, baby. I will peel it of so you can eat it. She notice I'm looking at my hands and body.

Don't worry, you will be healthy again when you started to eat. But don't worry we won't force. Just do it slowly.

Thank you. I reply. Your my mother right?

Yes, I'm your mother. Se joyfully said. Do you remember anything?

No, I just felt it. I answered. She put the apple down and hug me.

Thank you Lord. You don't have to rush things okay. Ilya.

She said as he rub my head.

Yes,  I reply. Then se continues peeling the apple.

I know I feel love, but this is not right. I'm starting to feel guilty. Im not their son, I'm decieving them. Just like Jimin did to my parents.

Your not, this is what the creature wanted. He wanted to give the love you deserve. Your not Seokjin anymore. Your Ilya, the most precious son of the Kims. Jungkook said as he appears beside me.

But im lying to them. I said in my thoughts.

The creator, understand what is your situation. You just have to also give them the love in return. Reply Jungkook.

Okay I will try.

Here is your apple, enjoy. I was awakened in  our conversation. 

Yes, thank you. I eat one piece and put the apple on the table again.

Is there something wrong baby? Your silent and just looking at the blank wall.

I'm fine thank you. I'm just wondering when can I go out in this hospital.

Oh! We still don't know. The doctor need to do some test before you can go out.

Ah! Okay. What do I call you? I ask.

The lady, cried again and hugged me again.

Can you all me Eomma?

Yes, Eomma. I said. She cried even more and she kissed me on my two cheeks.

Remember Eomma and Appa loves you and we will protect you. You will never experienced that again( when Ilya fall in the stairs)

I hug her back. Thank you.

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Jimin was thinking, why that Ilya came back to life, he should be dead. His in a coma for 13 years. Maybe he won't remember me, pushing him over the stairs. I'm just 6 years old at that time right. Jimin said as he walk back and forth.

He doesn't know what to do he should think of a plan to get rid of Ilya so he can get out of the mess that he put himself 13 years ago.

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