From now til' forever (Colby Brock)

Back to the past

~flashback to my childhood~
(TW- abuse may be triggering for some)

I'm sitting there in my moms room when I remember hearing my dad stumbling in drunk, I continue to just sit there and watch the TV. I remember him coming into the room yelling at me for something I didn't do and when I tried to explain that it wasnt me. He yelled at me for "talking back"when I tried to end the argument and walk away. He grabbed me by the wrist and threw me back onto the bed and held me down when I started to cry and begged him to let me go. While he had me pinned with all his body weight on top of me he slapped me.

~back to the present~

I snapped back to reality and didn't realize I was crying until Lolo hugged me asking me what's wrong. I looked around the room confused for a second and then I saw my little ghost girl again then realized that she had shown up in the first place and now that it was finally time for her to leave I was upset but I actually understood why. 

~time skip to after the Zak Bagans Haunted Museum~

Lolo suggested that we go get a few drinks and party, so we went back to the hotel and changed into nicer clothing. She was wearing a nice pink and Very revealing party Dress. Me on the other hand I wore my Nice Ish Blue Baggy Jeans and just My dad's Shirt. I miss him even though he put me through so much, I don't know why but I do. I looked at Lolo and yelled while trying not to laugh "I'm telling Clay!" She stopped doing her makeup and looked at me then moved aside.

I just busted out laughing seeing Clay not paying attention on her phone screen. She starts bursting out into a laughing fit. Clay looked back at the camera and was confused. Him doing so just feeds into our Laughter. Lolo stopped laughing and finally spoke. "So what were you going to tell Clay?" I finish laughing and say "you're just gonna let her wear that to the party, like do you not care. What if someone tries to steal her ass?" Lolo rolled her eyes and looked at Clay.

she spoke again "I'm not going to get stolen, I'm not even worth that much!" Clay Rolled his eyes as both of them spoke again. "She's not going to get kidnapped, she's like a Fighter when she wants to be." I crossed my arms and glaring daggers at him. He spoke again "then don't let her or anything she drink out of your sight." he shrugged and I groaned then rolled my eyes once again. Lolo just laughed and put on a wedding ring. She always wore rings, but she bought a wedding ring so she wouldn't get hit on? She realized my reaction and laughed a bit more then explained "This is fake, people don't tend to hit on me if i'm wearing a wedding ring. Well that's debatable but even if something happens I have a Taser and pepper spray!" her smile soon spread to her face again.

Even with her smile that comforts people, anyone and everyone. But I still am uneasy about her, looking at Nice in a city that has a higher than normal crime rate and an even higher kidnapping and killing rate. It doesn't help that Lolo is always kind to others, which makes them think she's into Them. She always attracts danger without even realizing it. Sometimes it makes me worried for her because it makes me feel like I need to protect her 24/7, but not only that I need to protect myself as well because I can't stay with her forever. I need to be a lone star and go on my own at some point.

God how I wish Clay was here, so she can have someone to watch her. so I can go have my own fun without worrying about something that might not even happen. I know it makes me sound like she is a Toddler but I'm just worried about her and her well being. She is like a sister to me and I would be heartbroken if something happened to her. She's always been there for me even when nobody was and I was with her.

~time skip to after the Party~

Lolo was blackout drunk and dead asleep while I was stoned out of my mind. I typically don't drink unless I feel like I need to because of my dad. I was scrolling through my phone when I came across a Girl on youtube who's youtube name is Katrina Stuart. She was really pretty and she seemed sweet, so I clicked on one of her most recent videos. It was titled "WE'RE ENGAGED!?!? *prank*" I thought it was adorable but then I realized that the guy I'm pretty sure is sam. I watched it over again and read their comments until I  got to one that had a familiar profile picture. It looked like the guy at the airport but that might just be a Coincidence.

I went to bed thinking of why the guy from the airport looked so familiar. When I woke up to Lolo not being in her bed. I'm going to assume she is throwing up. So I got her water from the lobby of the hotel as I was headed up from the hotel in the elevator. I was on my phone when I received an email that a package was going to be delivered to my doorstep. It didn't say what it was for so i just assumed that it was going to be an amazon package i forgot about.

I got out of the elevator and went to the room, handed Lolo the water bottle and started packing my stuff because we had to go back home today. After a while I finished packing and Lolo hadn't come out of the bathroom yet so I yelled out "LOLO DO YOU WANT ME TO PACK YOUR BAG? I'M FINISHED WITH MINE AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO!"I heard a faint response of her mumbling something that sounded like  "yes please." or something like that.