Untouchable.../zeenunew

Untouchable - chap 11

*short SPG*

Nunew pov

My eyes is wide open staring at the ceiling for like an hour now, i can't sleep. The thoughts of mine is killing me, could it be? How could mom do this! Angry tears rolling down to my cheeks, it was painful. But i was not sure if it's really true, That's explain why she have different ring. How could she do this! She just made me hope, i hate her! I want to ran away to this stupid world. I don't want to be here, i hate my parents! I want to make them suffer, How could they do this to their own son! I want to know the truth, i want to make sure that this isn't a misunderstood, f*cking idiot.

Four in the morning I went downstairs to get a water, my eyes is so sore. I felt like im gonna fall, as i walked through the kitchen counters. A hot breath brushed against my neck, making me startled. I quickly turned around, Zee was behind me. His eyes was tired and lips so pale.

'Why aren't you asleep..?' he asked.

'Im the one who's supposed to tell you that, why are you still awake? You have fever..'

'I can't sleep..' he uttered.

'Me too..' I reply.

'Do you want warm milk?' he said with a nervous and almost force tone. I just stared in shock, i nodded anyways. As i sat down i watched him take the fresh milk from the fridge and pouring on the glass before putting in the microwave to heat it up, i was mesmerize. His messy hair is always attractive, why every part of him is mesmerizing and charming? Zee was busy scrolling in his phone along with a smile in his face, He look like a human when he smile.

'Here..' He said coldly.

I thought that he will leave me here but instead he joined me, 'i uhh, How's school going..?' he suddenly asked, I don't know what am i going to reply. 'G..good' I answered almost immediately, this feeling again? i feel like i want to ran to the guess room quick. 'P..p'zee, i just want to ask! W..what happened that night..? T..that night when i got drunk?' I asked, his eyes slowly widen as he put his glass down the table, is he hiding something from me? 'Yes..' i raised one of my eyebrows giving him a curious expression. He didn't look at me, it's like he is having a flashback! Not until his phone started to rang, as he answered it i tried to ignore but his voice were not familiar, the tone is different.

'I don't have any f*cking time to talk to you. Do you even understand what am i saying..!?' he almost shouted its like he forgot that am seating right next to him, the veins in his neck is bulging. His hand we're gripping so firm. 'I don't want to meet you..leave me the the f*ck alone arthit!' He said, i almost spit out the milk, arthit? That's the name that he said when he was sleeping! After that he calmed himself down, judging by his movements. I can't keep my thoughts straight as i imagine some sort of things. Yesterday was a really rough, my stomach then growl i hunger, it was embarrassing, cause i can feel than zee is holding his laugh.

'Have you eaten yet..? You didn't eat since earlier morning..' he said

'No i haven't eaten yet krub..' i answered

'Do you want to eat..?' he asked

I nodded, i feel so embarrassed or something. We have food in the fridge tho? I followed him outside, where are we going. Who can deny such a thing? Im still in my hoodie, the cold breeze blow. So relaxing, feeling the cold air brushes through my body. Its so refreshing.

We ended up talking while eating in the restaurant near by the sea, But I can't seems to be focused as i think more about mom. it was irritating, the cold night breeze blow, the view was perfect, no matter how i tried to avoid it, its calling for my attention. The sea, the ocean waves. The cold breeze, it's perfect. But even more perfect is the one who is in my front, so attractive. His charming face and messy hair, is always hot. He even still in his pajamas, i giggled at my own though forgetting that zee is in my front. 'What are you giggling about mhmm..?' he asked with a tiny smirk in his lips. I shook my head as a no, and stuffed my mouth with foods, soo good. I almost forgot what happend earlier, zee is good at bringing up a conversation. It's slightly awkward but i wanted to open up. My stomach is so heavy, i burped a little and starting to hiccup. I know zee is trying to hold back his chuckle but he is not good at it, i almost pouted when the hiccups continue. He offered me a glass of water and i drank it all, but still nothig works. My lips we're frowning cause every single time i hiccup, so annoying. He looked more human when he smile though, im just saying the fact, i felt my cheeks and ears turned red when he looked at me so deeply in my eyes, its like f*cking me already. I caught him swallowing his saliva what is he thinking? The waiters complimented us by how lovely couple we are, i can feel my cheek turned so red. I can't help but smile.