I had to cool off, I walked out of the bathroom after I washed my face as Bailey Took my hand and we walked towards my newborn baby cousin. I did not want to talk about it. I just wanted to grieve and be over with it. I was broken and I wouldn't be forever. I would never be the same again... never.
I cried so much that my head hurt and I fell asleep crying. I didn't eat much and I didn't want to either. I just wanted to be alone. I was tired, stressed out and scared to go back. I didn't want to go back to a school and have to have a day without him.
I couldn't bear it, I was being pulled in so many different directions and I was torn with every emotion possible - anger.... depression.... I was overwhelmed with every emotion possible and I could not smile, even if I tried. I never knew that so many tears could be shed over one person. but he wasn't even a person he was a guide and angel that was the light in out darkness and now someone just blew out the candle.
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I See Red Balloons
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